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So I just went to the bank and somehow my balance in my checking account was one fucking cent, when I thought I had like $200 in there.
FUCK.
But luckily I had a $100 check from my Grandma that I could deposit and a little money left in my savings so I can still pay my car insurance in a couple days.
I need to actually ask my sister for at least some of the fucking $1200 I let her borrow.
I was gonna go apply some places after I left the bank but I was too mad and stressed out so I just came home. I'll do it once this apparent storm that's coming is over.
If I don't get a job within the next month I'm SO fucked.
Not to mention the $250-500 fine I need to pay Khol's now.
Ahaaaaaaa I hate myself so much. Really, I don't know what my fucking problem is.
Sorry for saying fuck so much in this entry, but I'm mad and don't know what else to do ha.
FUCK.
But luckily I had a $100 check from my Grandma that I could deposit and a little money left in my savings so I can still pay my car insurance in a couple days.
I need to actually ask my sister for at least some of the fucking $1200 I let her borrow.
I was gonna go apply some places after I left the bank but I was too mad and stressed out so I just came home. I'll do it once this apparent storm that's coming is over.
If I don't get a job within the next month I'm SO fucked.
Not to mention the $250-500 fine I need to pay Khol's now.
Ahaaaaaaa I hate myself so much. Really, I don't know what my fucking problem is.
Sorry for saying fuck so much in this entry, but I'm mad and don't know what else to do ha.