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update <- not pregnate~! :]]]]]]]]
saturday morning went to the doctors, nothing wrong with me. after went to visit my nanny and she isnt doing good at all in the rest homes. She's broke and my uncle took advantage of her and took all her money. She was freaking out cause she was all alone for a long time and thought ppl were going to take her house. He has tooken advantage of her all his life..how low.And she just doesnt even want to look or talk to me.. she;s all depressed. she has pictures of her grandchildren and a picture of my uncle that took advantage of her. But not a single picture of me nor my brother mark. I felt a little hurt about it but that is out of my hands. She told my uncle to pray that she dies because she is so depressed in the rest homes.. :/ .. she's so skinny and old now. She used to be so optomistic, fun, happy lady. what happened to all of this?
Saw my brother in the metal hospitol, he's doing good and shouldnt really be in there. He punched out a window cause he was pissed but i understand the resons. I miss him, i never see him anymore though cause im in job corps still.
Chris had his 18th birthday last saturday. It was me, chris, jack, devin, felipe and debbie. it was fun, minor confintations. We smoked 2 blunnnts in da night (all of us except felipe cause he promised his mom he wouldnt). :]
it was fun we ordered 3 pizzas 1 prder of wings and two 2 liters of sprite. <3 delicioius. i had bought some more sprite before hand ( a one liter at the bart station and big bag of dorritos before we got to the hotel). the hotel was expensive though cause we didnt need a credit card. so yea now we know where the parties at!!!
i has forgotten to bring the bottle but it's ok because we all had alot of fun. we had hot boxd da bathroom one good time. haha and thought bout going into the pool but didnt. Debbie and devin slept on the floor. Felipe and jack in 1 bed they're not gay) and me & chris in the other. We litened to music, me felipe and devin sang had fun. Felipe gezzed on me hella bad n devin too. haha but yea it was fun.I woke everyone up at 6:00 and then felipe wanted to go back home so devin debbie and felipe left at 6:30am. me jack and chris stayed and woke up at 10. We got our stuff together, hot boxed one last time. (i conviced them finally) and chris washed his hair. The lady was knocking at the door at the time and we just said our friend was in the shower. they were really cool bout it. jack returned the hotel key card down to the lobby and we took our long bus ride back to san leandro. The hotel was in hayward .
So we get home. We cook chris's pizza. eat. play super smash. i o take a lil nap and then they call me saying i need to get chri's walet out because he was getting the smirnoff ice drinks (hela good) so i answer my ohone they tell me and i go outside and give it to jack. Tthey come back and im outsid. Tey're BBQing and i can barely eat again.. but i eat a lil of a hot link and burger. we down all 3 bottles of the good smifnoff. I take out my bottle (the one i had left in my backpack for the party) and hand it to chris. he downs some. i down some.. it made me feel sick and sloopy walking. I head up quickly to the room and pas out. i wake up some hours later and they're bout to have cake. i eat, so full out of my mind and slightly refreshed. They hangout, me debbie and chris's lil brother we play guitar hero. Chris's ssister walks in with mala , linda and her new boyfriend sisco. They go into the kitchen. were in the living room. we chill, the guys chill outside. Chris's mom leaves so cassandra ends up taking me chris and jack to treasure isnlnd. Debbie and devin and felipe head back to felipe's house. Debra hugs me and says bye, gives me a braclet.Devin hugs me and says bye and felipe doesnt really say anything to me at all. I shrug it off and wave bye.He confuses me sometimes cause i think were cool at times and then were not. i dnt know.. same with devin. but eh X_X; .
so we get dropped off while listening to the devil wears prada and the rest is history. :3
saturday morning went to the doctors, nothing wrong with me. after went to visit my nanny and she isnt doing good at all in the rest homes. She's broke and my uncle took advantage of her and took all her money. She was freaking out cause she was all alone for a long time and thought ppl were going to take her house. He has tooken advantage of her all his life..how low.And she just doesnt even want to look or talk to me.. she;s all depressed. she has pictures of her grandchildren and a picture of my uncle that took advantage of her. But not a single picture of me nor my brother mark. I felt a little hurt about it but that is out of my hands. She told my uncle to pray that she dies because she is so depressed in the rest homes.. :/ .. she's so skinny and old now. She used to be so optomistic, fun, happy lady. what happened to all of this?
Saw my brother in the metal hospitol, he's doing good and shouldnt really be in there. He punched out a window cause he was pissed but i understand the resons. I miss him, i never see him anymore though cause im in job corps still.
Chris had his 18th birthday last saturday. It was me, chris, jack, devin, felipe and debbie. it was fun, minor confintations. We smoked 2 blunnnts in da night (all of us except felipe cause he promised his mom he wouldnt). :]
it was fun we ordered 3 pizzas 1 prder of wings and two 2 liters of sprite. <3 delicioius. i had bought some more sprite before hand ( a one liter at the bart station and big bag of dorritos before we got to the hotel). the hotel was expensive though cause we didnt need a credit card. so yea now we know where the parties at!!!
i has forgotten to bring the bottle but it's ok because we all had alot of fun. we had hot boxd da bathroom one good time. haha and thought bout going into the pool but didnt. Debbie and devin slept on the floor. Felipe and jack in 1 bed they're not gay) and me & chris in the other. We litened to music, me felipe and devin sang had fun. Felipe gezzed on me hella bad n devin too. haha but yea it was fun.I woke everyone up at 6:00 and then felipe wanted to go back home so devin debbie and felipe left at 6:30am. me jack and chris stayed and woke up at 10. We got our stuff together, hot boxed one last time. (i conviced them finally) and chris washed his hair. The lady was knocking at the door at the time and we just said our friend was in the shower. they were really cool bout it. jack returned the hotel key card down to the lobby and we took our long bus ride back to san leandro. The hotel was in hayward .
So we get home. We cook chris's pizza. eat. play super smash. i o take a lil nap and then they call me saying i need to get chri's walet out because he was getting the smirnoff ice drinks (hela good) so i answer my ohone they tell me and i go outside and give it to jack. Tthey come back and im outsid. Tey're BBQing and i can barely eat again.. but i eat a lil of a hot link and burger. we down all 3 bottles of the good smifnoff. I take out my bottle (the one i had left in my backpack for the party) and hand it to chris. he downs some. i down some.. it made me feel sick and sloopy walking. I head up quickly to the room and pas out. i wake up some hours later and they're bout to have cake. i eat, so full out of my mind and slightly refreshed. They hangout, me debbie and chris's lil brother we play guitar hero. Chris's ssister walks in with mala , linda and her new boyfriend sisco. They go into the kitchen. were in the living room. we chill, the guys chill outside. Chris's mom leaves so cassandra ends up taking me chris and jack to treasure isnlnd. Debbie and devin and felipe head back to felipe's house. Debra hugs me and says bye, gives me a braclet.Devin hugs me and says bye and felipe doesnt really say anything to me at all. I shrug it off and wave bye.He confuses me sometimes cause i think were cool at times and then were not. i dnt know.. same with devin. but eh X_X; .
so we get dropped off while listening to the devil wears prada and the rest is history. :3