broken

[0o_spunky_o0]

so we broke up .. big surpise huh?????
yeah .. fuck it. he said that hes scared hes going to fuck up again.
that was his reason for leaving.
but he still wants to be friends .. i dont think he understands that we cant just be friends.
so i guess we are gonna just try to be friends.
which is more then likely for the best.
i cried for a little bit .. but the fact is..
it hasnt hit me yet ..
im scared fot it too .. its going to be too hard to hold in the tears.
i just gotta keep not thinking about it ..
we will see how long that lasts ..
later guys ..