May 13, 2006 09:32
well .. its hitting now ..
the sadness is setting in ..
i miss him ..
i dont wanna hurt, but its so hard.
i've lost him too many times ..
im not gonna cry .. i have to be strong enough not to cry.
i miss everything about him..
his hair, his dimples, his wrinkle in his forhead, and his smart ass comments.
laughing with him, our no where car drives ..
damn .... again ..
:(