Jun 24, 2007 01:49
Artists Statement: this is one of the most toughtful and sensitive works I have ever written. I tried to offset the dark imagery with a fragile and delicate narrator, as to add to the mood of despair. It is sincerely my best work, it expresses the pain I face on a day to day basis.
"The Darkness"
oh the darkness
you are like a blanket
except you are not that warm and fuzzy
...but still
you are my only friend
you dont judge me
just me and the dark
i love you darkness
darkenss
that reflecet my own soul
am i dark
or do i just reflect the darkness that surrounds me?
oh the dark
it surrounds me
crushing my ribcage
and rupturing my spleen
oh the dark
my spleen
oh god
the dark!
my spleen!
oh god oh god!!!
the dark
and my mutilated corpse
but a victim of the dark
why did you kill me darkness?
i thought you were my friend
i guess you are just a douchebag
alone
not even the darkness will be my friends
every breath i take
i fill my lungs with darkness
the darkness
stabbing my lungs
blood spilling from me
splattering all over the ground
like kool aid
from the kool aid man's pitcher
*gurgle*
to drown in ones own blood!
something smells like mample syrup
i hate pancakes
so now i am very sad
very very very sad.
like the time the darkness killed me.
everytime i look around
all i see is darness
when i try to hear
...
god dammit i'm deaf
but anyway
let me continue with this poem
everytime i try to feel,
the darkness stabs me
everytime i do my laundry
the darkness puts a red sock with all the white clothes
oh never to feel
what a beautiful world
never to feel never to have to care
if i could carve out my heart that would be dumb
since its a part of the circulatory system
and doesnt have any vital role in emotions
but if i could remove whatever controls emotions
yeah
that would rock,
so i could be alone
just myself
without that prick darkness
FUCK YOU DARKNESS
you're a fucking dumbass
from this point on
i will be alone
just me
and my nonemotional thoughts
like mister spock
if he was manic depressive
alone
just me and my thoughts
and occasionally my cellphone
or this computer
but aside from that alone
Oh the darkness
I hope I am understood. Rock, Rock On.