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YAY CATHY AND MIKE ARE GOOD NOW!
I'M SO FUCKIGN STOKED IT'S NOT EVEN FUNNI! yay!!!!
so yeah, today was MUCH better! haha. they were telling jewish jokes at lunch, and i wasnt there to hear them, and no one told them to me. i mean if you're flipping saying jokes about my religion you can aleast tell me becus then it doesnt seem liek you're trying to hide something from me liek you actually buhleave it. but andy liek explained who thought of one of them and stuff liek that. so i dont rully care, but emily and i were so confused it was pretty funny.
and i think jess burke found her new obessesion...or another one. SHE KNOW'S MY NAME! ahh. she liek came over to our table and was liek talking to us about some claw thing or something. omg i was liek freaking out, i was squeezing mikes hand really hard becus she scared me soo much!! haha soryr mike =P.
i felt so fucking liek ugly and yucky today! it was the worst feeling EVER! i was liek ugh, i feel and look liek SHIT. it was horrible. yick. i hate that feeling.
i just found this great song. i was looking through my documents looking for something i'd written, and i found something called click. so i clicked on it. and it's the song The Click by Good Charolette. and i was liek WOAH! so i found it on rhapsody ((which is the best kick ass song thing ever)) and i am listening to it!
Lyrics.
Just because I walk
Like Obi-Wan Kenobi
You people talk
But you don't even know me
And all these guys {But thats alright,}
I think they wanna fight me {cuz I get down with GC,}
And all these girls {So I walk on,}
I know that they don't like me {and listen to their CD's.}
Some people laugh
They do it just to spite me
I'm in a crowd {Behind my back}
and none of them are like me {They don't know what I see}
But I don't care what they say
I don't need them anyway
I'll just go about my day
But anyway
You go out on Friday night
I'll stay in but that's all right
'Cause I have found a click
To call my own, in-crowd
Out-crowd
I don't care, your crowd
My crowd
We can share
'Cause I have found
A click to call my own
(Let's go)
So come and talk to me
On my computer screen
The best years of our lives
Aren't as easy as they seem
But one day we'll look back
And then we'll have to laugh
They used to call us names
Now they want our autographs
{To get the girl and make the grade
It's all a show
It's all a game
And I would lose it if I play
It's all the same}
So I don't care what they say
I don't need them anyway
I'll just go about my day
But anyway
You go out on Friday night
I'll stay in but that's all right
'Cause I have found a click
To call my own, in-crowd
Out-crowd
I don't care, your crowd
My crowd
We can share
'Cause I have found a
Click to call my own
She says she'd call
But I know she won't
(She won't)
(She won't)
You go out on Friday night
I'll stay in but that's all right
'Cause I have found a click
To call my own, in-crowd
Out-crowd
I don't care, your crowd
My crowd
We can't share
'Cause I have found a
Click to call my own
(Let's go)
I don't care what you say
I don't need you anyway
I'll just go about my day
But anyway
I don't care what you say
I don't need you anyway
I'll just go about my day
But anyway
{} is from the undergrads version
hahahahhahahahhahah
so softball was fun. we had to run the bases. LMAO that sounds wrong. and chels got out of it! LUCKY BITCH! haha i <3 u. so i ran them in liek 14:31 or something in the 14's which is pretty good for me! cus i SUCK at running, liek really just suck major. and he said anything in the 14's is good! so i guess im fine thurr. i'm thinking about not doing the softball team. it's too much work, and im major bissy, i wont be able to make liek all of the saturday practices and stuff, becusi have to go to boston and i have dance twice a week, and i have coffee house. and i have homework. but everyone else has a life too and they are doing the team, and i need to exercise soon. BATHING SUIT SEASON as sarah calls it is comeing up. AND i have to do the competetion so i have to get into major shape cus im P-H-A-T haha. jk but yeah exercise would do me well....
so i was also looking through my writings and i foud this really old convo between me and zak! it's so addorable, i was liek AWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahah i'd put it up here but i'll save us BOTH the embarassment, and besides it was last year. but it's pretty cute. teehe. it made me miss seventh grade A LOT! who else misses seventh grade? it's not just me right???
i have nothing to put up about mike today!!!!!! =D he was GREAT today. i'm happy! haha Andrew was liek OMG i have to tell you what mike said in math, and i was liek ah! okay what? and he was liek, he was talking about how much he liekd you and things liek that. and i was liek awwwww. hahaha ;] andrew fooled me! haha i luv u andrew ray!! ((and cathy, our flex class RULES))
i got's the spanish test back! haha i didn't do as bad as i thought. 86%..not to shabby ;]! our class average was liek 75% haha i love my spanish class! we are so intelgiente! (not spelled right)<3
i miss how things were last year. but i don't mind how they are this year. i mean i had great friends last year, but i was sometimes lonley..but i always had my Dawgs and that was all i needed, and zak.
this year is different though. i'm liek more indepentdent and stuff. liek i dont rully care too much if im only going out with iek 2 other people, or i just hang with one person. or if i hang with the same people a lot. but i havn't been hanging with a lot of the people i used to. liek i never hang with BC or Jake nemore. or zak or ethan or scott or joe. it's liek...? idk. it's hard to explain...like we are friends and stuff. but we don't liek hang out and we don't talk to muhc. but that's usually what friends do? it's so weird. liek we just don't see eachother in school. and we don't have liek the exact same friends. i mean yea we have the same friends, but we all don't chill together anymore or anything...i miss them but i love my new hanging out friends. and i've deffently made new ones, well just strengthend some relationships and stuff. =). i cant have everything i want. but i just was thinking about how i havnt chilled with some people latley. it's sad! haha. i havnt even hung out with jenna or chelsea in a while! which sucks. well yeah i hang with jenna when she's at the movies with sam..so i do hang with her. but chel and sarah and tracy and micaela always go out together, so i dont really get to see them cus im not part of the foxy four...or anything liek that. so they go out, and i go out with the people that are going to the movies. w/e i still love them <3
i'm so happy bout softball though. liek today i was happy becus it wasnt cold, it hink it was the weather. i mean i hate playing when im misserable and it's cold. but it was warm and i love the people on my team and i think we could be pretty good this year, if we all work together. and i think we could all get pretty close. so im happy bout that! i love you softball girlies!
okay, im going to comment on something tha thappend today, but i don't want hte person to get mad at me or anything. so im sorry to the person who said this, i dont ahve a problem with you, you'r liek a good friend. but i just had a problem with what you said. i know it wasnt liek meant to be liek "mean" or anything. but i kinda took offense. sorry in advance
well today someone was liek yeah, we are going to a heavy metal concert, would you wanna go? and i was liek sure... and he was liek idk if you'd liek it though. and i was liek um okay. and i asked him why he thought i wouldn tliek it and he was said, you just dont seem liek the kinda person who would liek it.... i mean yeah i DONT seem liek the kinda person who would liek heavy metal. and idk if i do, i liek some i guess. but not all. that's not why i have a problem with it. it's just that he liek generalized it, and im just thinking, well what do you know?. i mean liek he was talking about how people shouldnt catigorize people for what they wear or how they act, or by what music they listen to. so shouldnt it be the same for how they look, that doesnt mean they don't liek some kind of music?...?...?..
okay he fixed it. i'm just leaving that there for other people who think that by how you look or dress or hang out with has no affect on weither you liek some kind of music.
turns out lots of girls just don't liek that kinda music so that's why he said it. i and i was liek i seeeeee. he wasn't tyring to sterotype.
so now im listening to some heavy metal songs. well kinda i gues si dont know if they are truly heavy metal so no yelling at me. im just listening to slipknot. and people liek that. they aren't that bad. i jsut dont know what they are saying. =P
GRR. mike's grounded until liek friday or something. he was liek yeah i guess i could do something on saturday. but turns out im giong to FOXWOODS! lieke very year around this time. for a galla ball! as most of you have probably hurd before! haha. yeah it's pretty fun. so im going from saturday after noon utnil sunday. so i'll be gone. so he's gunna try to get his mom to change it to liek saturday =] i feel so loved.
JAKES HOUSE WILL BE READY IN TWO WEEKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i remember liek last year a little earlier than this he was tlaking about his house and i was liek OMG that's os cool! and i was liek so interested in it! and then i was so bumed when he was liek we might not do it. but then they did! and im so happy! haha i love this kinda stuff! teeehee =)
i'd talk about some worries i've been having. but i wont cus they probably arn't true. =/..just me worrying to much, as usual.
mr.rand's such a butt! he was liek, "yeah im not giving you guys back ur quizes today becus u were talkign when i was trying to give you directions and hand them out" so we didn't get them! ugh wab. (what a bitch)
that's about it....
don't wait for me.