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I've never been without my sister..she has always been in the same house, right across the hall..two steps away. My whole life, 18 years shes been there, and now shes not. I dont think im over reacting when I say I miss her. I know things wont be the same between us now.
Today was the senior picture thing. All the "senior girls" wore pink, and all the "senior guys" wore white. Me and bethany just happened to wear black shirts, and our black hooded sweatshirts the same day, I enjoyed posing for the camera together. Today made me realize that Im really happy with who I dont hang out with anymore, for the most part. I dont really feel like im missing out on too much. Im having my own fun, and ive gotten away from making the kind of mistakes i know i'll regret later.
Once the 27th is over....alot of stress will be gone. I've decided for celebration I might re-pierce my nose. Then again, I might wait till my hair grows out because as of right now im really unhappy with the whole mess.
I went to best buy today....and payless while waiting for amanda to get off work. There is this pair of flats I fell in love with from steve madden..(well one of them..)they were like, 50 bucks but I found them at payless, so ofcorse, I bought them. Me and amanda got jamba juice, and it was nice.
I got my first real award for art..3rd place for a painting I did. Ive been in art shows before, and gotten prizes but never placed. its 3rd...but its still placing :)
Im really looking forward to this weekend.