Ahhhhh!!! Tum, Tum, Tum , Tuuuuummmmmmm
Well, for those of you here at UCSB, you all know whats going on right now.... finals!!!!!! (scream!!!)
yea well, as usual, im procrastinating to avoid studying... i mean i dont feel like studying any more... i think i might psych myself out if i do study any more!
i'm excited about going home though... and especially about this sunday.... mike's coming and him, maria, me, some guy, damar, and melissa are gonna hang out and thats gonna help me to relax for a while...
finals are very stressful... its the final say to what our grades will be... and well i've set goals for myself and hopefully this quarter i can get some A's and definitely B's... but no C's! no no no... must not get anymore...
the thought of graduate school still lingers in the back of my mind, a scary reminder of things to come... and frankly im not ready for such disappointment yet... i MUST get in... theres no room for mistakes anymore... im not a freshman to be making mistakes... i need to get my shit straight and done!
i'm enjoying life now... even Maria was amazed at my new attitude... i think i creeped her out... she was like its annoying wendy...
i of course retaliated by letting her know its better than my previous attitude-- always depressed and feeling like shit and making everyone around me feel like shit along with me...
i'm glad i'm over that... and i'm loving life!
yea well, as usual, im procrastinating to avoid studying... i mean i dont feel like studying any more... i think i might psych myself out if i do study any more!
i'm excited about going home though... and especially about this sunday.... mike's coming and him, maria, me, some guy, damar, and melissa are gonna hang out and thats gonna help me to relax for a while...
finals are very stressful... its the final say to what our grades will be... and well i've set goals for myself and hopefully this quarter i can get some A's and definitely B's... but no C's! no no no... must not get anymore...
the thought of graduate school still lingers in the back of my mind, a scary reminder of things to come... and frankly im not ready for such disappointment yet... i MUST get in... theres no room for mistakes anymore... im not a freshman to be making mistakes... i need to get my shit straight and done!
i'm enjoying life now... even Maria was amazed at my new attitude... i think i creeped her out... she was like its annoying wendy...
i of course retaliated by letting her know its better than my previous attitude-- always depressed and feeling like shit and making everyone around me feel like shit along with me...
i'm glad i'm over that... and i'm loving life!