Sep 01, 2005 18:41
For my freshmen class thing, I have to keep a journal. I suppose I'll do it on here and just copy/paste it when I have to turn it in. So...college so far is really good I guess. I haven't made many friends so far, but I've seen enough people from high school and even before that I'm not really lonely. I'm a freshman living in a completely upperclassmen dorm. In my building, I feel like the little kid, but I don't think anyone else feels that way. I don't think these people know how much younger I am, so the weird stuff is just all in my head. There have been so many days where I've wanted to go home, mostly Monday. Classes were ok, except for the walk up the hill. (Maybe it's not so bad, I can eat junk food and still lose weight.) I got really lonely Monday. I missed my house and my family and Jon and my dog and my bed. I guess the whole thing is a learning experience, not just about book knowledge, but more about coping, independence, and learning who you are. So, yeah, I guess everything has worked itself out. I still miss home, but if that's what it takes, I'll deal with it...