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May 23, 2005 16:16

i've decided that i'm not fickle, i'm errant. i'm searching for something, some sort of adventure, something different. i've always known that there is something better out there and now i'm determined to find it. this, people, is my heart not my head talking. there is something, some crazy idea, some part part of life, some person, i dunno, ( Read more... )

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g_a_r_a May 23 2005, 23:29:01 UTC
Look it should be me apologizing. Ive made the last three months very hard on you. I love you deeply as a friend.

Ive always liked you, even when i was a fat, bald buddah impersonator, and it has seemed to me in the last three months all those feelings have come to a head.

I wish i could be your boyfriend, but i highly doubt it will ever happen. As much as i wish it, ive come to the realization that before that could ever happen you must want the same thing.

You say you too have always liked me, yet what good is it if you wont act upon your feelings?

I apologize, I set out to whoo the girl of my dreams, only to cause her stress

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g_a_r_a May 23 2005, 23:31:24 UTC
Also you will understand if im still unyeilding in my pining right?

I mean if your going to call me Matthew i think that will make us even.

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0beamy0 May 24 2005, 01:56:44 UTC
i have always liked you. i will probably continue to like you. you do realize that the person i was talking about in the above entry was you.
eventually i probably would have made my way back to you, which seems wrong and i don't want to do that.
if i choose to act on it now i would have to ask you to wait for a month and i don't want to have to ask you to do that. i will understand when you are still unyeilding in your pining. it's understandable.

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zebadayus May 24 2005, 02:17:31 UTC
*sigh*

I love you both.

Which is why I decided I WANT to see you together. Even though I have feelings for Laurah. There's nobody I'd rather see her with than my best friend.

If you two have feelings for each other, ACT on them, dammit. C'mon! Hustle! There's no time to waste! DO IT DO IT DO IT!

If you guys don't start going out, I'm going to be even more pissed. Then I'll just have to get persistant and chase after Laurah again, then we'll all be in a mess of trouble.

So, basically, you guys have my blessing.

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g_a_r_a May 24 2005, 12:10:51 UTC
Thank you?
Is that the right thing to say?
I love you too zach and i care about you more deeply every day it seems. Your the best friend any guy could ask for.

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