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To my dearest parents

Noor Jani & Roslinda Aguschik


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dad's eyes were teary when he listened to Cenderawasih.
my brother's favourite song.
he prolly miss him.
i do. sometimes.
there's no one to blame here.
i just want everything to get back to normal.
when it used to be 6 not 5.
i want things to change.
but at the same time i want the rest to stay where they are.
perfect is not what i seek.
what i'm seeking is ( Read more... )

WHEN IS FATHER's DAY!?

I know.
Shuttup!

Having one week quarantine at home. Been concentrating on my studies and assignments and projects. Unbelievably true. (:

Yesterday, after group meeting, we (me,Jiawen & Dorothy) went to food culture for lunch cum dinner and we crapped a lot. Hahaha! They're so fun to be with luhh! Anyways, then we went to Dorothy Perkins and I saw ( Read more... )

( Trust me. Its tl;dr )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST AYAH!
Hehe. You're getting older now. Stop worrying about us. Forgive us cuz the happiness given to you will never match up to your sacrifices. Our prayers are only for you and mama. We've never been the best but you've never gave up on us. Our 'thank-you(s)' would never be enough. We're still trying hard to let you lead a ( Read more... )

I'm trying to use that lj cut thingy.
( Your picture's on my wallpaper. )

I know.
I know i didn't make you proud.
But you don't have to.
You don't have to remind me about how my friends are going to a better place than i am.
You made me feel like a failure today.
So did you when i told you i didn't do well.
You've compared me with my cousins.
Now , my friends?
I've tried.
I've tried to be the best.
But cuz i've been pulled right ( Read more... )

Have you ever had this feeling before?..
When you wake up
You see no one beside you
And your body is all hot and sweaty
Eventhough its 18 degress celcius in your room
You feel like there's this emptiness killing you
Your heart beats like a techno rythm
Its like you've lost
Lost everything you've ever loved so much
You feel like running around your room in ( Read more... )