Letter 2 Her, Dont Make Me
Girl when I look at you you look through me like I'm not even there
I'm trying not to give up to be strong but I'm afraid to say im scared
I CANT FIND THE PLACE YOUR HEART IS HIDING
IM NO QUITTER BUT IM TIRED OF FIGHTING
Baby I love you don't wanna lose you
Don't make me let you go
Took such a long time for me to find you
Don't make me let you go
Baby I'm begging please and I'm down here on my knees
I don't wanna have to set you free
Don't make me.
WHAT IF WHEN IM LONG GONE IT DAWNS ON YOU
YOU JUST MIGHT WANT ME BACK
LET ME MAKE MYSELF CLEAR IF I LEAVE HERE
IM GONE ITS DONE THATS THAT
YOU CARRIED MY LOVE AROUND LIKE ITS A HEAVY BURDEN
WELL IM ABOUT TO TAKE IT BACK
ARE YOU SURE ITS WORTH IT?
Baby I love you don't wanna lose you
Don't make me let you go
Took such a long time for me to find you
Don't make me let you go
Baby I'm begging please and I'm down here on my knees
I don't wanna have to set you free
Don't make me
Don't make me.
Baby I'm begging please and I'm down here on my knees
I don't wanna have to set you free
Don't make me
Don't make me.
Stop loving you
Stop needing you...
Kate...
I know that I probably shouldn't be doing this. It's not fair. To you or me. Hearing you talk about things lately, I don't know it just makes me wonder ya know? One day you tell me that you are crazy in love with me still, pretty much that if we weren't 808.10 miles apart that we would be together no doubt. The next day you are telling me that you just need time because you still aren't sure what you want. And then you ask me to go to NY with you. I'm cool with that, you are my best friend. But no sooner than that you tell me that you aren't sure what you want you tell me that you aren't gonna make me promises but you think we could try to make things work again. You confuse me babe. I am so lost. And I am not a quitter, but I am tired of fighting. I feel like maybe I'm fighting to make you see how much I love you. You have no idea how real this is. But maybe its not as real to you as it is me. I don't know anymore Katlyn. I want to move on. I want to find someone else. But you know what, everytime I even get close, some one kisses me or touches my hand or does something and all I can see is your face, all I can hear is your voice. And the only thing I can feel is your touch.You make me whole you are my better half. You make me want to be a better person. You even gave me the b.s that I am to young for you. I'm almost 18. True you are soon to be 21 but you know what, that doesn't mean that I do not have the capability to love you just as much as someone else closer to your age. You showed me the meaning of what TRUE LOVE really was. And for the past year not a single fucking day has passed that I haven't loved you with every breath I was breathing. I love you and I will wait for you. But I dont want you to keep telling me that you love me too on certain days because you know its what i want to hear. And I don't want you to come running to me because you and Evita are seriously through and you and Sarah never make it. If you are gonna be with me...I want you to want it. And if you wanna date someone else until I get up there...I can't do it. I feel like you should know if you love me. Because if it's real, if its really there, you don't have to second guess it, ever. I'm sorry if this hurts you in anyway. I'm sorry if I came out bitchy. I love you with everything in me, but...I'm tired...
I'm trying not to give up to be strong but I'm afraid to say im scared
I CANT FIND THE PLACE YOUR HEART IS HIDING
IM NO QUITTER BUT IM TIRED OF FIGHTING
Baby I love you don't wanna lose you
Don't make me let you go
Took such a long time for me to find you
Don't make me let you go
Baby I'm begging please and I'm down here on my knees
I don't wanna have to set you free
Don't make me.
WHAT IF WHEN IM LONG GONE IT DAWNS ON YOU
YOU JUST MIGHT WANT ME BACK
LET ME MAKE MYSELF CLEAR IF I LEAVE HERE
IM GONE ITS DONE THATS THAT
YOU CARRIED MY LOVE AROUND LIKE ITS A HEAVY BURDEN
WELL IM ABOUT TO TAKE IT BACK
ARE YOU SURE ITS WORTH IT?
Baby I love you don't wanna lose you
Don't make me let you go
Took such a long time for me to find you
Don't make me let you go
Baby I'm begging please and I'm down here on my knees
I don't wanna have to set you free
Don't make me
Don't make me.
Baby I'm begging please and I'm down here on my knees
I don't wanna have to set you free
Don't make me
Don't make me.
Stop loving you
Stop needing you...
Kate...
I know that I probably shouldn't be doing this. It's not fair. To you or me. Hearing you talk about things lately, I don't know it just makes me wonder ya know? One day you tell me that you are crazy in love with me still, pretty much that if we weren't 808.10 miles apart that we would be together no doubt. The next day you are telling me that you just need time because you still aren't sure what you want. And then you ask me to go to NY with you. I'm cool with that, you are my best friend. But no sooner than that you tell me that you aren't sure what you want you tell me that you aren't gonna make me promises but you think we could try to make things work again. You confuse me babe. I am so lost. And I am not a quitter, but I am tired of fighting. I feel like maybe I'm fighting to make you see how much I love you. You have no idea how real this is. But maybe its not as real to you as it is me. I don't know anymore Katlyn. I want to move on. I want to find someone else. But you know what, everytime I even get close, some one kisses me or touches my hand or does something and all I can see is your face, all I can hear is your voice. And the only thing I can feel is your touch.You make me whole you are my better half. You make me want to be a better person. You even gave me the b.s that I am to young for you. I'm almost 18. True you are soon to be 21 but you know what, that doesn't mean that I do not have the capability to love you just as much as someone else closer to your age. You showed me the meaning of what TRUE LOVE really was. And for the past year not a single fucking day has passed that I haven't loved you with every breath I was breathing. I love you and I will wait for you. But I dont want you to keep telling me that you love me too on certain days because you know its what i want to hear. And I don't want you to come running to me because you and Evita are seriously through and you and Sarah never make it. If you are gonna be with me...I want you to want it. And if you wanna date someone else until I get up there...I can't do it. I feel like you should know if you love me. Because if it's real, if its really there, you don't have to second guess it, ever. I'm sorry if this hurts you in anyway. I'm sorry if I came out bitchy. I love you with everything in me, but...I'm tired...