update*
Dang it's been a while since i've updated this thing..
Well well...where to begin at okay so let me see if i can remember every little detail that has happened within the past 2 weeks or so.. hmm*
January 12, 2007 -- i lost a close friend bj riddle to an overdose of drugs... i couldnt believe it when i first heard it, i just seen him the day before and it didnt seem possible that he was gone. it was like a bad dream that i was having, i just wanted to wake up and act like none of this had ever happened. if kids only knew the BAD side effects that drugs have on them and drinking too.. how it affects NOT only themselves but their loved ones and their friends around them!! then went to the viewing and burial..and so on & on Okay moving on off that subject before i break out into tears!!
Then come to find out on the 19th.. friday of last week... my great uncle passed away he had cancer, so i wasnt really all that upset because i wasnt close close to him.. yet it still hurts to know a loved one has moved on to a better place. so yeah was gonna venture to roanoke but decided against it..
And for the matter of the fact.. i am a daddy's little girl, my dad has always been there for me and i dont know what i'd do without him.. most ppl seem to think that i'm not a daddy's girl, but guess what i am and if you got a problem with it then you'll just have to get over it because i like being a daddy's girl.. although i used to say i'd never be a daddy's girl.. i have come to face the facts about it.... i am a daddy's little girl and there's nothing that i would do to change that..
Has there ever been a moment in your life that you just sat and thought about something you really regret in your entire lifetime? i have.. and come to think of it.. there's a lot of things i seriously do regret.
Some things i regret :
1) not getting to say good-bye to seth, or jess, and some others.. may they all rest in peace until i see them again one sweet day!!
2) dating J Lambert!! i cant believe i ever even admit dating that son of a bitch!!
3) not always being there for family and friends when they need me
4) for being a bitch almost constantly to the people i love
5) acting like i dont care..when deep down i honestly do
and alot of others that i just cant think of right now
anyways enough of an update...
Well well...where to begin at okay so let me see if i can remember every little detail that has happened within the past 2 weeks or so.. hmm*
January 12, 2007 -- i lost a close friend bj riddle to an overdose of drugs... i couldnt believe it when i first heard it, i just seen him the day before and it didnt seem possible that he was gone. it was like a bad dream that i was having, i just wanted to wake up and act like none of this had ever happened. if kids only knew the BAD side effects that drugs have on them and drinking too.. how it affects NOT only themselves but their loved ones and their friends around them!! then went to the viewing and burial..and so on & on Okay moving on off that subject before i break out into tears!!
Then come to find out on the 19th.. friday of last week... my great uncle passed away he had cancer, so i wasnt really all that upset because i wasnt close close to him.. yet it still hurts to know a loved one has moved on to a better place. so yeah was gonna venture to roanoke but decided against it..
And for the matter of the fact.. i am a daddy's little girl, my dad has always been there for me and i dont know what i'd do without him.. most ppl seem to think that i'm not a daddy's girl, but guess what i am and if you got a problem with it then you'll just have to get over it because i like being a daddy's girl.. although i used to say i'd never be a daddy's girl.. i have come to face the facts about it.... i am a daddy's little girl and there's nothing that i would do to change that..
Has there ever been a moment in your life that you just sat and thought about something you really regret in your entire lifetime? i have.. and come to think of it.. there's a lot of things i seriously do regret.
Some things i regret :
1) not getting to say good-bye to seth, or jess, and some others.. may they all rest in peace until i see them again one sweet day!!
2) dating J Lambert!! i cant believe i ever even admit dating that son of a bitch!!
3) not always being there for family and friends when they need me
4) for being a bitch almost constantly to the people i love
5) acting like i dont care..when deep down i honestly do
and alot of others that i just cant think of right now
anyways enough of an update...