Jan 11, 2007 00:30
its just been one of those days... at first i thought it started out great, then things turn for the worst. i came home from my boyfriend's and mom and dad told me that my biological father calls and says he has to go back to iraq.. great joyous fun for him.. oh well he was never in my life when i needed him so why should i start caring for him now? i mean honestly the man dont mean a damn thing to me.. he was just a sperm donar. He wont be here to see me graduate or to turn 18, the only time he calls is if it's my b-day, or a holiday, or just to check up on the rest of the family... like he really gives a damn ugh no he dont.. he just does it because he has a guilty conscience.
we are out next monday for martin luther king jr day or something like that.. and in a way i'm glad because i dont know what i'd do if i didnt have a break from school!! i am just not in the great mood right now, all i want to do is cry cry and cry so i've planned to stay home from school and just ball my eyes out all day tomar!!
really nothing more i need to update on... i think ima lay down and cry myself to sleep now
and if you leave a comment.. dont feel sorry for me; dont act like you know what i'm going through; dont act like you know how hard it is; and most of all.. dont try to tell me to give my sperm donar of a dad a 2nd or 3rd chance. ** TIFFANY ** you can leave me all kinds of comments and tell me anything you want.. anyone else though read the DONTS before commenting.