Life right now

Jan 16, 2012 00:43

My thoughts are too scattered, its best I type a bit of everything briefly.

Me: There are 2.5 things bothering me. I believe I may have a mental illness that's causing me to think strangely and loathe certain people around me who have done nothing. The other thing is my biological status, I realize now that I am different in a sense however its not life threatening and yes there is still the matter of the pain in my chest, lately its been coming and going mainly disscipating.

Probation: its (hopefully) almost over! Still uneasy about the time my breathalyzer went off, since there was no way I could have failed it.

Walmart: Seriously, fuck that job. Don't get paid enough and management doesn't know their mouth from their ass. Haha, I haven't worked hard in months.

Chemistry: Really gotten into chemistry and psychedelics, you know bonds reletionships between HT agonists in the brain and consciousness, ect.

Money: Need to pay back John, for helping me with my court shit. I'm glad dat nigguh is my friend haha. Also need to fix my comuter.

Priscilla: I haven't thought about her in a while, I this is great! Honestly, I don't like her lol, but it feels wrong to say that. Being wrong never felt so right! Adan brings her up every now and then, and OMG there is a really hot chick on TV and some guy is putting his cloned pet ahead of her. Aaaaah! Anyway; yep I had a dream the other day, I know I'll run into Priscilla one day. So, I guess, I kinda want to be a dick to her for my own reasons. Oh and I have my ways on dealing with this, I have my ways.
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