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Went to Barnes & Noble and picked up two books today. I feel really inspired to do many things especially exercise. Been reading a bit about Bruce Lee, he really is an inspiration.
I've given up on drinking, smoking and psychedelics for a while. There's been a ton of shit on my mind. I know psychedelics can be therapeutic in this sense, but I am not getting any sleep these days either. Drinking is something else, I go to jail wayyyy too many times, get hungover like a beast or go to work drunk; not only that I just don't want to rely on it when I have a problem- I think people start addictions this way, this is based on nothing though.
Got to hang out with Gus, Giovanni and Priscilla today. THEY ARE PERVERTED!!!
Something strange is going on, I think Priscilla is sending me signals; but I'm not sure if she may like me or if she is doing this because I remind her of her little brother or if she just thinks of me as a good friend. I noticed that she isn't doing any of these things with the other guys, and there are a lot of guys around.
Still, I kinda hope she is sending me signals. I haven't liked anyone in a loooong time and I haven't allowed to even let myself think I may like someone, and I am just going to leave it at that.
School starts soon, time to work harder than before. I've wasted too much time.
I've given up on drinking, smoking and psychedelics for a while. There's been a ton of shit on my mind. I know psychedelics can be therapeutic in this sense, but I am not getting any sleep these days either. Drinking is something else, I go to jail wayyyy too many times, get hungover like a beast or go to work drunk; not only that I just don't want to rely on it when I have a problem- I think people start addictions this way, this is based on nothing though.
Got to hang out with Gus, Giovanni and Priscilla today. THEY ARE PERVERTED!!!
Something strange is going on, I think Priscilla is sending me signals; but I'm not sure if she may like me or if she is doing this because I remind her of her little brother or if she just thinks of me as a good friend. I noticed that she isn't doing any of these things with the other guys, and there are a lot of guys around.
Still, I kinda hope she is sending me signals. I haven't liked anyone in a loooong time and I haven't allowed to even let myself think I may like someone, and I am just going to leave it at that.
School starts soon, time to work harder than before. I've wasted too much time.