Always something wrong
I did some acid with Priscilla and then I realized I liked her at the end of my trip. I waited a few days, but the feeling only intensified.
I cracked, I fucking cracked damnit.
Went to her house and spilled my fucking guts all over her thinking it would put my mind at ease, instead I find myself getting more fucked up everyday and I don't know why. I'm drinking very heavilly, have trouble eating and sleeping. At first I told her I wanted her out of my mind, later on I sent Priscilla a message saying I'll go ahead and. Try to feel for once.
"Feel...", she texted back.
I can't expect her to like me back obviously, but it would be nice. The problem is: what good do I get out of feeling for someone if they don't feel the same way for you? I feel something, I feel like fucking shit. Am I supposed to feel like this?
I was better off without feeling I'm afraid, but... I still like her even if she doesn't like me back. I still want to be friends with her even though the chances she will ever feel the same are miniscule.
:)
I cracked, I fucking cracked damnit.
Went to her house and spilled my fucking guts all over her thinking it would put my mind at ease, instead I find myself getting more fucked up everyday and I don't know why. I'm drinking very heavilly, have trouble eating and sleeping. At first I told her I wanted her out of my mind, later on I sent Priscilla a message saying I'll go ahead and. Try to feel for once.
"Feel...", she texted back.
I can't expect her to like me back obviously, but it would be nice. The problem is: what good do I get out of feeling for someone if they don't feel the same way for you? I feel something, I feel like fucking shit. Am I supposed to feel like this?
I was better off without feeling I'm afraid, but... I still like her even if she doesn't like me back. I still want to be friends with her even though the chances she will ever feel the same are miniscule.
:)