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When do you decide is enough is enough? When are you supposed to be able to tell if his words are sincere? I know, I know so well that this is just a game , and in reality this is just a safety for him. A reasurance that someone is still thinking and worrying about him. It took a wonderful girl to get that through my head ... but I don't know that I'm ready to let it go. The words, and appologies, and kisses still make me weak at the knees. I tried to be strong, the entire night I was looking at him in a whole different way ... but, as soon as our lips touched, everything kind of melted away. Public promise to self ~ just going to wait and see. No more stressing.
Saturday I took the SAT's. Actually had a good time... haha C, Jess, and Lauren all went. I drove C and Lauren, whom I love to death. haha Woohhoo , good times. Then went to California Pizza Kitchen with my Aunty. : )
Matt came home late Saturday ... : )! Daddy made breakfast for Momma's day, which was so nice! Everyone went to the beach , but I stayed back, due to the fact that some how they all have Italian skin and I burn in two seconds. haha We made a yummy dinner, Aunty came over, we watched Hotel Rwand (omg, one of the best movies I have seen) It was fun. I love my family!
~* I called Momma Crook ( bf Lauren's mommy) to wish her a happy mother's day ... and she told me that she was praying for all of her kids today and I popped into her head . I love the fact that I still have that family there. I grew up with Lauren and will always cherise them. *~
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(wow, I am always up so gosh darn late haha)
Saturday I took the SAT's. Actually had a good time... haha C, Jess, and Lauren all went. I drove C and Lauren, whom I love to death. haha Woohhoo , good times. Then went to California Pizza Kitchen with my Aunty. : )
Matt came home late Saturday ... : )! Daddy made breakfast for Momma's day, which was so nice! Everyone went to the beach , but I stayed back, due to the fact that some how they all have Italian skin and I burn in two seconds. haha We made a yummy dinner, Aunty came over, we watched Hotel Rwand (omg, one of the best movies I have seen) It was fun. I love my family!
~* I called Momma Crook ( bf Lauren's mommy) to wish her a happy mother's day ... and she told me that she was praying for all of her kids today and I popped into her head . I love the fact that I still have that family there. I grew up with Lauren and will always cherise them. *~
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(wow, I am always up so gosh darn late haha)