Apr 30, 2005 02:47
Somewhere between the drive and the conversations ... the thoughts ... and points of view... I feel a sense of clarity. One that well, I really haven't felt in a long while. Although, the spirits of happiness are a wonderful thing , I think it was my minds way of surpressing the thoughts constantly through. Orlando was amazing, as always. I went to go see my brothers' films being played. Matt and Walt always give me a sense of hope.
Hmmm... Helped the wonderful ladies go shopping for last min. prom gear yesterday ... haha I am so much blacked than C.
Everyone was going to prom today. ( Hope you ladies had a wonderful time: / Sorry I ditched out) The mixed emotions , feelings of lost friendships. After giving and giving to certain people for so long. The fake smiles... 2 am phone calls to help console their broken hearts. Just to realise , the day when you need them, truly need them ... you know who's true to you. I'm done with replaying it over and over. What's done is done. I'm finally ready to say I forgive you. ( Kind of talking in circles)
: ) Things are suddendly looking wonderfully up. Sunshine again !
P.S. Would like to say , I have completely enjoyed a new refreshing point of view and friendship with Miss Christina C. Thanks love.