confused?????
How should i know wat to do and when to do it? How do i know that im supposed to be doing this? Should i be doing something else...something thats fated. Things are just becoming parallels in my life. Im supposed to be doing homework but i dont feel a need to. I realised the other night sound asleep under the covers, my heart beating creating a soothing sound. The beating of life. I didnt visit Kathys grave on her birthday on Saturday...what kind of a sister am i? Other situations have been perplexing me. The arrival of something that i thought was unattainable landed in my lap....& i cant do any thing about it! You know who you are if you read this, if i let you read this.
Am i supposed to be here? Feel this? Want this?
I just need a hug, a promise, one that is kept, the warmth and security of my covers....the assurance of life in the beating drums of life. Why am i so confused???
Am i supposed to be here? Feel this? Want this?
I just need a hug, a promise, one that is kept, the warmth and security of my covers....the assurance of life in the beating drums of life. Why am i so confused???