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This has been the week from hell for my weight. I didn't eat on Monday after the muffin and cappuccino but the muffin must have had a lot of calories because I still gained from it. So Tuesday, I binged and took laxatives. Then Wednesday, I binged again but the store was out of the laxatives I take. I couldn't afford the more expensive brands so I tried to burn every calorie but that was failure because it was impossible. But anyway, today, I finally feel like I'm back in control again. I had 1200 calories today. I walked really far and the mini stepper is becoming a daily requirement. I don't want to weigh myself just yet because I'm afraid to find out how much I messed up. I want to have three or four good days in a row before I step on the scale again even though it bothers me not to know.