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I've been so sick so lately. My allergies are extremely bad. My eyes are watery, my nose is running, my nose and throat burn. Even the sinus medication I've been taking isn't helping. Sometimes I wonder if going to the doctor would help bit it would provably be a waste of time. The binge on Sunday did a huge ammount of damage. I gained like crazy even though I worked out for thirty minutes and took laxatives. My body is becoming used to my tricks to try to beat the system and not gain from eating. The only solution is to get better at not eating. I weigh 140 now which sucks. Today I had 1270 calories, walked my dogs and did the mini stepper. I really feel fat and disgusting.