between the loss of sleep last night from excessive watching of puff the magic dragon and monty python, the pulsing desire of not wanting to cry, but at the same time, wanting to more than anything, ten billion memories flashing before my eyes as if i was about to die, and the low moan of my parents bust-ass car on the freeway, i was lulled to ( Read more... )

i have no clue what to write but i feel obligated to post because there are a bunch of random laptops laying around. im sitting on the side porch which for you non CpCers is a room full of couches. at least half of the couches have two people snuggling on them. i feel lonely, cause all i have is this laptop. mindy just said i look mad at the world ( Read more... )

and so my dear friends, tomorrow i depart for summer camp. ill be gone for three weeks, so until the 15th. everyone is welcomed (and quite encouraged) to send me emails or letters. and if your really awesome you could send me a package, but you totally dont have to do that, its kind of a small hassle to send packages, i know. i cant send emails ( Read more... )

wow... uhm i just realized im going to camp in 5, which is pretty much 4 days now and i dont get back until the 15th. if you live in chicago (or anwhere near it) we should do something. especially if your moving out of state ::cough::katyandcharlie::cough::. seriously though, lets hang out cause im gonna miss you kids. call (708.222.6635) email ( ( Read more... )

in the past two days my wonderful daddy has done the following things ( Read more... )

i just counted. about a third of my livejournal entries are about me being depressed and sad and feeling like shit.

if you can give me a reason to be happy, cause i honestly cant think of anything myself, or at least a reason not to be miserable, i will love you until the day i die.

i want to die.

someone please help me.

so many shac demos. so much hoarsness in the throat. some guy threatened J with a bat and shoved a piece of paper at his chest (fucking asshole should be charged with assault or something), and the cops claimed they "didnt see anything" and told the guy to go back inside. fuckasses. then they started bugging us for not having a permit. we never ( Read more... )

im back from orientation at CPC ( Read more... )

"*gasp* a car impound lot, the impenetrable force of suburbia!"

can anyone guess the reference?

i also realized today that a couple of the sith lords' names would make more sense if you added "in" to the beginning of their names:

Darth (in)Sidious
Darth (in)Vader