okay so.
i can't keep worrying that you're gonna do itagain..
i have so many other people to worry about..
along with myself..

my mom's a dumb bitch kthxbye/

fsfl;sdhfsadljfk
i hate flashbacks of that day...
wow.

it would be so much easier if i could just be mad at you..
i mean you knew i was gonna be upset.. but you did it anyway.
and it just upsets me, cause you didn't even think of how it would hurt me..
whatever.

ahhhhh :[

ah. so i'm quite sick.
i'm really upset though cause i want to go to practice.. but i can't even walk and i was puking earlier and whatnot. i also have a headache and an earache. :[ ahhhh. my dad is taking me out to dinner later... idk where though. it's my choice but hmm. maybe applebees? yeah. i really hope i'm in the game tomorrow..=/

i've learned the hard way,
to never let it get that far
*becauseofyou

yeah.
so i have a lot of thinking to do.

so i fall way too fast.
but that is not happening this time.
because i will not fall until i know it's for real..
i hope not at least.
i cannot stand for heartbreak again.

dreams are horrible.

this seriously cannot fucking be happening.
i find the one thing in my life that makes me happy.. and then this fucking happens and it's probably going to be taken away from me......

AnabolicESP: i should also tell you that moaning is super hottttt
hahahahahahahahahaha.
today was amazing.

blehhh.
this is not good.. at all.
=/