my best friend and i won't ever laugh together again. ouchhh.

you're pulling too hard. i can't crack the code. you speak in lies with the truth buried so well, with such careful consideration and your smooth sequencing. smoother than each pore piled so closely together on your cheeks. i've run my fingers over them far too many times, enough to remember the feeling with each second of interaction between ( Read more... )

Everything is so great that it's the worst it's been in years. My un-educated brain is battling my useless body, and you're stuck in the middle with your guard down. Yeah, something's going on. And we have all the answers but none of the questions, so don't bother asking, it only needed to be said. I'll update soon with things you have missed, and ( Read more... )

i don't know if i can write and listen to music. i don’t know if i even like you. i don’t think i do. So I’ve gotten numerous amounts of comments and people telling me to update. This only makes me wait longer to update. I don’t please the public. I don’t please you. But then when you told me to. I did. ‘cause you’re the only one I like. Hey I’m ( Read more... )

There isn't enough time in the day. I want so bad for something different, but I don't even have enough time to finish my daily routine, so where can I fit in change? My day consists of school, homework, the gym then sleep. Difference comes with conflict and  less accomplishment.

Things that have changed since you've been gone:

1. I run on tea, ( Read more... )

Blah. Guess it's time for an update. I can't even remember what I've done since the last update. Wow. I think that means nothing exciting. I know I haven't done anything exciting. School, homework, gym, sleep. Repeat.

( I'll update soon with more words. I promise. I think. )

Fuck. My vacation went oddly well the past few days. Mark's house, Kait & Gabby at my house, mall, Kori's house with Lionel & Mark, Thayer st. until 12 pm, sleeping at Kori's, there was this show tonight too, I didn't really understand why we had to sit threw such horrid bands to get to the northwood, but then this nice girl I met said it was a ( Read more... )

Quite normally I'm bursting with things to write. Now, I feel, written out? I don't know. I've put off updating for awhile hoping I'd come up with something. Got nothing. So does this mean I'm sad? No. I'm not. I'd know, wouldn't I? Who isn't aware of their feelings? Who is aware of their feelings? I don't know again. See the thing is, I'm happy. ( Read more... )

No subject, un-sure what this will contain, yet writing until I'm tired of it, or rambling non-sense. This weekend, it was a nice weekend hanging out with Kori again was fun. Also, I liked hanging out with Val again too. So, thanks guys. My school has become pathedic to me, I no longer can see the differences in people, they're just, kids, in my ( Read more... )

This weekend was wonderful. I don't want to go back to school. I can't wait until progress reports though, I have 2 A's and 2 B's. Maybe that's nothing to you, but for me, it is. I probably sound like a nerd. So I want to be cool and subtle like you, but, I'm cool at you. I hope this makes you smile. Anyways, I'm going to start babysitty this girl ( Read more... )