Intake 2/5
Title: Intake
Author: xme_chanx
Chapter: 2/5
Pairings: TBA
Band: Alice Nine
Rating: R- violence, sensitive issues
Synopsis: How we came to be here, cut off from society because we can't manage in it.
Disclaimer: Fan-fiction, yo. I own the story and ideas. I'm currently working out a deal for Alice Nine, though.
NOTE: only posted here at xme_chanx for the time being.
2: Just... Don't. [Shou]
I don't need the whole 'admit you have a problem' crap.
I am well aware of my problems. But if I fail to do these things, even though they are stupid, so stupid, something bad could happen. No matter what, I fulfill my rituals everyday. They say it's only diagnosable when it interferes with your life. I 'm a textbook case, right? Well, it wasn't just the tardiness and the absences to work and school that made my family send me off for 'treatment'.
I don't form relationships, someone said that. I don't remember who. But I don't like people to be too close. I don't like to be touched.
People don't like you when they can't hug you. Nobody wants to date the guy that wears gloves to hold your hand. *nervous laugh* The fact that I have to touch all my things twice doesn't help. I have to touch everything twice. Or in even numbers. Odd numbers make me nervous.
That's why I'm here. I was here first.
I don't wear gloves anymore. *smile* But I still have to touch things twice or I feel sick. And I still hate being touched. *frown*
A/N
Can you guess the disorders/diagnoses yet?
Comment. It makes me want to keep on doing things I should, like feeding my cat.
Er, I think Nao is up next.