you are beautiful, but you don't mean a thing to me.

Feb 17, 2008 18:23

On Wednesday, we went out for coffee and I listened to him talk. And even with his eyes on me and his voice in my ear, I just looked around. I felt alone and I watched everyone with curious eyes and a running commentary in my head. He hugged me in the parking lot and I wanted to rip off my skin because human contact is not for me anymore. I flinch ( Read more... )

age: beauty queen of only eighteen, life: you'll be positive though it hurts

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shshshakeitfast February 19 2008, 21:19:00 UTC
just know, it gets better.
its hard now, but it gets better.
the road to recovery is not easy, but you learn so much about yourself along the way and you do become a person for it.

change is good.
i'm sure your hair looks great!

like i said before, i'm here if you need to talk.
even if we don't know each other that well, i still am always here to talk.

stay strong.

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xiraphone February 25 2008, 07:44:33 UTC
thanks vanessa :)
that seriously does mean a lot to me.
and know that if you too ever feel the need to vent, i'm here as well.

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