by the way i now sing fer almostclose.

well i went to almostclose band practice tryouts. that was freakin awesome. i think i did well. i need to learn more lyrics though.

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god....im getting depressed again. save us all.........

well today i went paintballing because i was supposed to go to shanes b-day party but there were some technical dificulties. but anways happy birthday shane! well im going crazy right now. theres been quiet a few fights at our school lately and the teachers and every one are getting scared....whats the big deal? teachers should be worring about ( Read more... )

as i slit my wrists ( Read more... )

ok i dunno. i do have a lot of good friends but i dunno about life. i dont care about life the only person really keepin me from duin sumthin stupid is my grandma. i dunno what i would do about her. today will hopefully be the last day i cut. me n rachel had made a pact. IF i can control it......

wow...i just realised im going crazy. i try to act like more my normal self but im just a hand gun waiting for the trigger to be pulled. i also know what it is. i have girl problems. ive never really had a g/f and ive never even kissed a girl. ive only been to one dance, i dont know how to dance, and im so fuckin shy its sad not only that but i ( Read more... )

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