Title: I Didn't Know Me Until I Met You
Author:
eboniorchid Full Header for the Series undermistletoe Full Prompt for Dec. 12 Supernatural Fic
Dec. 11-16: Harlequin Week
Rules: Use your prompt as a loose inspiration--change whatever you need to to make it work, but make sure you follow the...spirit of you prompt. *eg* All pairings are to be Sam/Dean primarily (extra pairings allowed, but the focus should be Sam/Dean.)
Tuesday 12 Plucked from the depths of hell, former military sniper Reno Manchahi was hired by the government to kill a thief, but he had a mission of his own. Descended from a family of shape-shifters, Reno vowed to get the revenge he'd thirsted for all these years. But his assignment went awry when his target turned out to be a powerful seductress, a woman who risked everything to fight a potent evil.
They had a combustible connection, yet he struggled to reveal the truth about himself-his Apache upbringing, his Jaguar pride, his death plot. Soon, Reno had to transform himself into a true hero, accept this new love and conquer the enemy that threatened them all. He had to become a Warrior for the Light…
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challenge table here)
Chapter 1: I See and See into You ==> 033.Enamored
Chapter 2: I Feel You and Forget Myself ==> 040.Flirty
Chapter 3: I Bleed and I Kneel for You ==> 087.Scared
Chapter 4: I Mend and Break for You ==> 032.Embarrassed
Chapter 5: I Laugh for You and Cry for Me ==> 052.Indescribable
Chapter 6: I Find You and Lose Myself ==> 088.Shocked
Chapter 7: I Know Myself and Change You ==> 005.Anxious
Chapter 8: I Hear for You and Speak for Me ==> 004.Annoyed
Chapter 9: I Call and I Open for You ==> 095.Thoughtful
Chapter 10: I Die for You and Stand for Me ==> 079.Rejected
Chapter 11: I Love and Leave for You ==> 084.Sad
Chapter 12: And Now It Is for Us to Do ==> 050.Hopeful
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[available
all together or
by song]
"Counting Bodies Like Sheep (to the rhythm of the war drums)" by A Perfect Circle (Emotive Album)
Don't fret precious I'm here
Step away from the window (step away from the window)
Go back to sleep
Safe from pain and truth
And choice and other poison devils.
See, they don't give a fuck about you, like I do.
Counting bodies like sheep to the rhythm of the war drums
Count the bodies like sheep (like sheep, like sheep, like sheep...)
"Rock You Like a Hurricane" by Scorpions (Box of Scorpions Album)
My body is burning
It starts to shout
Desire is coming
It breaks out loud
Lust is in cages
Till storm breaks loose
Just have to make it
With someone I choose
"Ever Fallen In Love" by Pete Yorn (Shrek 2 Soundtrack Album)
Ever fallen in love with someone
Ever fallen in love
In love with someone
Ever fallen in love
In love with someone
You shouldn’t’ve fallen in love with
"Brute" by K.M.F.D.M. (Retro Album)
Touch me - Hate me
Give yourself to me and break me
Cut these eyes
And I will see
Kiss these lying lips for me
Stroke this skin
And I will kneel
Brutalize me
I will heal
"Wake Up and Smell the Coffee" by The Cranberries (Wake Up and Smell the Coffee Album)
I, I went to hell I might as well learn by my mistakes
I at twenty-four was insecure do whatever it takes
Come on and wake up (wake up, wake up, wake up
Shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up
It's time, smell the coffee, the coffee)
"Little Know It All" by Iggy Pop feat. Sum 41 (Unknown Album)
We take from one another,
And never stop to wonder,
How it feels from the other side.
Well nothing lasts forever,
When stupid turns to clever,
Why are you surprised?
And I feel like... I'm caught outside the box.
And I feel like... I'm sleeping when I'm not.
"Lead Me into the Night" by The Cardigans (Long Gone Before Daylight Album)
He leads me into the night
He drives away in the light
He makes the darkness seem bright
And walks with me into the night
Away from the light
"Sleeping Beauty" by A Perfect Circle (Mers de Noms Album)
Delusional
I believe I can cure it all for you, dear
Coax or trick or drive or
drag the demons from you
Make it right for you sleeping beauty
Truly thought
I can magically heal you
"No One Like You" by Scorpions (Episode Album)
No one like you
I cant wait for the nights with you
I imagine the things we do
I just wanna be loved by you
"Headstrong" by Trapt (Trapt Album)
Circling your, circling your, circling your head,
Contemplating everything you ever said
Now I see the truth, I got doubt
A different motive in your eyes and now I’m out
See you later
I see your fantasy, You want to make it a reality paved in gold
See inside, Inside of our heads (yeah)
Well now that’s over
I see your motives inside, decisions to hide
"Deify" by Disturbed (Ten Thousand Fists Album)
All my devotion betrayed
I am no longer afraid
I was too blinded to see
How much you've stolen from me
"Of Wolf and Man" by Metallica (S&M Album)
Bright is the moon high in starlight
Chill is the air cold as steel tonight
We shift
Call of the wild
Fear in your eyes
It's later than you realized
"I'm Alive" by Disturbed (Ten Thousand Fists Album)
The thing I treasure most in life cannot be taken away
There will never be a reason why I will surrender to your advice
To change myself, I'd rather die
Though they will not understand
I won't make the greatest sacrifice
You can't predict where the outcome lies
You'll never take me alive
"Death-Right" by Rocky Votolato (Suicide Medicine Album)
I've seen men crippled in anger
the sun burns alive in silence
I've seen men wallow in fear
inaction acts as a blade across the throat
I'll learn how to make decisions
I'll stick by my word - won't let you down
I swear by the grave that's calling
nothing will stop me from doing what must be done
Back to the Table of Contents References:
Ritus Exorcizandi Obsessos A Daemonio [pdf]List of Latin PhrasesOnline English to Latin to English DictionaryA Latin-English/English-Latin Dictionary Client (Java)As well as:
Wikipedia in general.
spn_heavymeta in general.
Super-Wiki in general.
angelstart's
Season 1 Timeline in general.
Back to the Table of Contents Exorcism Translation
(Note: While most of this comes from the first reference above, there also some bits that are invented or modified via those last three references and my very active imagination.)
"Ne reminiscaris, Domine, delicta nostra, vel parentum nostrorum: neque vindictam sumas de peccatis nostris. Deus, in nomine tuo salvum me fac: et in virtute tua judica me. Deus, exaudi orationem meam: auribus percipe verba oris mei."
Remember not, O Lord, our crimes, nor the offenses of our parents. Nor take vengeance for our sins. Save me, O God by thy name, and judge me in thy strength. O God, hear my prayer: give ear to the words of my mouth.
"Exorcizo te, Azazel, omnis incursion adversarii, omne phantasma, omnis legio, in nomine Domini nostril Jesu Christi eradicare, et effugare ab hoc plasmate Dei."
I cast you out, Azazel, along with every satanic power of the enemy, every spectre from hell, and all your fell companions; in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ! Begone! And stay far from this creature of God.
"Ipse tibi imperat, qui te de supernis caelorum in inferiora terrae demergi praecepit. Ipse tibi imperat, qui mari, ventis, et tempestatibus imperavit. Illum metue, qui in Isaac immolatus est, in Joseph venumdatus, in agno occisus, in homine crucifixus, deinde inferni triumphator fuit."
For it is He who commands you, He who flung you headlong from the heights of heaven into the depths of hell. It is He who commands you, He who once stilled the sea and the wind and the storm. Fear Him, who in Isaac was offered in sacrifice, in Joseph sold into bondage, slain as the paschal lamb, crucified as man, yet triumphed over the powers of hell.
"Exorcizo te, Azazel. Exorcizo te, Asiz. Exorcizo te, Azael. Exorcizo te, Eblis. Exorcizo te, Rameel. Exorcizo te, Gadriel."
I cast you out, Azazel. I cast you out, Asiz. I cast you out, Azael. I cast you out, Eblis. I cast you out, Rameel. I cast you out, Gadriel.
"Exorcizo te, princeps Grigoria, rector Se'iria, pater Nephilia. EXORCIZO OMNIS TE! Et constringo te ad Infernum Aeternus, a nunc ad finis temporia!"
I cast you out, prince among Grigori, leader of Se'irim, father of Nephilim. I CAST YOU ALL OUT! And I bind you to Hell Eternal, from now to the end of time!
"Recede ergo in nomine Patris, et Filii, et Spiritus Sancti: da locum Spiritui Sancto, per hoc signum sanctae Crucis Jesu Christi Comini nostril: Qui cum Patre et Spiritu Sancto vivit et regnat Deus, per omnia saecula saeculorum. Amen."
Begone, then, in the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit. Give place to the Holy Spirit by this sign of the holy cross of our Lord Jesus Christ who lives and reigns with the Father and the Holy Spirit, God, forever and ever. Amen.
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