Feeling a Bit Lonely

[writergurl]

Once again, it's been too long since I've posted, and maybe it doesn't really even matter--Im not even sure anyone still reads this. Lately I've been feeling some conflicting emotions, and i'm not sure if I need advice, or if I just need to vent here, where only a few will read it

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[the_rebel_piper]

ok, you totally don't have to anser this but.. does "refreshing" one's faith mean you guys don't have sex? how long ago was it "refreshed?" i'm not tryin to be an asshole, i've just never heard of such a thing and it kind of tickles me.
with everything else, though, i think it's pretty normal. i used to think about that too, that i've never really dated much and maybe i was settling. obviously it didn't work out anyway so it didn't matter, but still... hang in there, i'd love to talk more about this in person when i am home next month. hugs

[the_rebel_piper]

lol, yes that is what it means. I didn't know what else to call it but "refreshed" seems to be the best choice. He's always gone to church regularly, and works in the tech booth there, but due to a series of things best left for personal conversation, he decided to take religon seriously, and part of that was waiting for marriage. Which, let me admit that I was not altogether thrilled about that, but if I want to be with him, what other choice to I have? Yes, we must talk more...what days are you going to be back? I start student teaching on Aug 16

[writergurl]

not sure why I was anonymous in that last comment. Thanks for being weird, LJ.