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I just get really lonely sometimes, even when I'm with other people. I feel flawed, and I feel broken. And I start to think and believe that something good would come from my death. Last night I thought about what it would be like if I jumped in front of a subway car on the way home. I was so messed up that I thought it would be so easy; just ( Read more... ) -
Seeing You
The first time I saw your grin
Arms spread out, and on a whim
Took the room and made it spin
I loved you from then on in
Never had met someone that I
Could see within the same struggle and the same fight
Now I know you're gone, but I
Thought I'd like to take the time
To try to be with you tonight
Do you see
The light in you
The beauty in everything you do
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Throughout these days I am slowly beginning to understand that taking your time in a relationship or going at your own pace is not the opposite of love; it is the essence and foundation of creating something real. Something that sprouts from the earth like an untamed vine, carefully and intricately enveloping all that it surrounds.
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I remember when we all sat around in that circle, listening and watching, then...I remember the older gentleman that came several times and never again, who said he never got letters or heard from friends. It was because he'd never reached out to them. I remember the woman who cried for her cats. When one of them died, she said she'd never be the ( Read more... ) -
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he is a smart man
a boy, I remember him
burning things for fun.
just look at what he's done.
she is a busy girl,
a wanderer, out in the world
not coming home again.
so sure of where she's been.
I am the reckless one,
unsure, running away from
what I am starting to let in.
I can't let this begin.
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I'm sitting on the deck at work drinking with my bosses and Kathy
Kathy says "what do you want to drink, Alec?"
I say, "she wants pinot"
Alec walks up to me and stands a few feet away, whispers "penis! that's what I want!" and walks away laughing
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that's what makes it dangerous
the devil and god both living in me
that's what makes it hard to trust
never believing the things I see
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tunnel vision
when I'm happy, I forget that I was sad
that I hated myself or ever felt bad
when I smile, life fits just perfectly
and I only know what it is to be free
when I cry, I forget that there was light
what I felt without the internal fight
when I'm sad, I never comprehend
that our lives are constantly on the mend
tunnel vision, encapsulates me
erases, becomes ( Read more... ) -
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invent my own recipe!
pasta
heavy cream
butter
canned diced tomatoes
asiago
parmesan
cayenne pepper
garlic
paprika
broccoli
onions
organic chicken
voila!
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things to do before i leave:
pack
supershuttle
peanut butter
USPS