im really excited but really nervous to see the bettie page pictures we all shot for the spring collection i have a feeling that it went so well at the shoot that the pictures of me are going to be not so cute.... besides that atleast the new dress's are coming out woo!

so i took my pitbull Lola to the dog park and she had a blast then some dog threw up and then the owner of that dog tried to blame my dog! what the hell.....

me austin star and lola soon dipped.

i just read a lot of old shit i posted from years ago on this journal...i feel like i sounded like a real jackass..hahah maybe just young? well anyway besides all that bullshit i'm about done with xmas shopping i got austin a book "cant stop wont stop" history of hiphop two movies Clint Eastwood flicks...and a merc harrington jacket i know he ( Read more... )

besides the recent theft in my life shits going great. iv lived with mom and dad for 20 years never moved out. well its that time im going to move in with austin in a few months pretty stoked. im so inlove and happy with him. just me him and the doggies. and iv got to see nessa a few times recently thats always a treat! im going to visit you soon ( Read more... )

sometimes you can be so so boring . well everything is going great austin is pretty much my perfect match. stoked on him. work is good miss holly madison and olivia are coming in this weekend for a autograph signing so it will be pretty busy more $$$$ for me. got a wedding to go to this month and a show in arizona so thats exciting. miss you ( Read more... )

Well im not usually too into halloween but this yea i decided to be a marine pinup my dad gave me patches buttons and dog tags from his tour in vietnam so its gonna be legit super stoked. even got me a little pistol cap.

working now its pretty amazing. super stoked on bettie page and austin. yep im so happy at this point in my life i couldent ask for more :) cant really remember when i was doing this well....i just need vanessa to move here. then and only then would life be perfect!!!

new boyfriend. new job. fresh start.....sure is!

Well they know pretty much all the important people in my life know. APPROVED. cool. time to relax. fuck yea im going to california next wed. to see vanessa graduate!!!!!!  now i need to find a present for jimmys birthday.

aint nothin to it but to do it.

they have to find out somehow....