More depressing days at home!

[whatnow0419]

As always when I am home I cannot wait to go back to school. I hate it at home!! I am learning more and more I have very few friends left in Livonia. I mean my phone hardly ever rings and I feel as though I am always the one calling people to hang out. I mean let's face it this past summer the only people that I hung out with on a regular basis

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[stellar_zee]

if i was closer to livonia i'd be your friend
since the only people i have left my house to see in the last three days has been family...
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but don't be sad, break's like half over and then we'll all be back at school. :)

[hallmark05]

810...543...5488

Let it sink in. It's my number and this is Emily Barr just in case you may have forgotten. I like it when people call me too, and I abhor Richmond, Michigan. Help me get out of here.

p.s. I work at McDonalds. Think about it.

[cryinglilheart]

Instead about talking about how much you hate it here try to be open minded and look at the bright side of things! Like you get to see your Mom! And people from high school! Phone calls work both ways so dont get mad when for once people dont take the effort to call!! If you have to call people FYI its not the end of the world and that doesnt mean you dont have friends bc shit if thats the case I only have one and thats MEGANDA!!! So you wouldnt even be counted a friend to me then bc I have only gotten one or two phone calls from you in the past 3 months think about it~!~ Maybe if you set up a get together and called people then you would be happier! Not everyone will always be partyin!~!!~ This break has been really different more then normal. You know that this summer everything will go back to normal it always does! I hope you dont take this the wrong way Im just trying to tell you somethings that you just need to hear! But yeah I would say call me but you already told me to call you so yeah!!!! See ya around later!

[whatnow0419]

Thanks for trying to help, I think??? I really don't think you or anyone else can feel what I have been feeling lately. I am just coming to a realization that people change. It is just affecting me hard right now. I can't believe that in one year's time people can do a 180. I don't know, but anyway I have tried calling people and people are always busy or hanging out with other people and I guess I am not cool enough to be invited to come along. I never receive calls in return saying let's hang out. This break I feel like I am the only one making calls. Whatever it's cool, I just know that I take things to heart. The reason I hate it here is more then you can understand because you have never lived away from home. Once you do, at least in my case (parents, lack of shit to do, etc.), you will never want to come back except for to see your friends, but when your friends don't want to see you.....what's the point? So that is why I want to go back to school, that is why I have realized I have no point being home, and that is