It's over. There's a no contact order from the court. I haven't seen or talked to him since Monday morning. I went home to get some clothes while he wasn't there. I guess he's moving out on Sunday & I'll be able to go back. The landlord said I could get out of the lease if I wanted to, which is really cool of her. The place needs a few minor ( Read more... )

I want my ring back :o( I feel sad without it.

Matthew and mom and I went to 'Rent' yesterday. It was so awesome to be able to share 'rent' with Matthew - Jenny and Sarah...GO SEE THE MOVIE ( Read more... )

I can find housing. WE can't find housing.

This is so frustrating. I don't know how I feel about anything right now except overwhelmed and angry and scared.

My digital camera is missing. Actually, it's my mom's. I'd be pissed, but I'm more worried about her wrath at this point, to be honest.

I came home Saturday to a note from Matthew that said, "don't try to find me, it's better this way". I didn't understand - he said he had to think about whether or not he could be with me...I know the answer to that question now ( Read more... )

So I finally have a job that I like. It's good money, good hours, good people. Beat that. The only thing I need is health insurance if I stop going to school. But the way things are going, I'd be able to have at least basic health if I had to. Anyway, I'm taking care of an older couple about 10-15 hours a week and then when I'm not at their ( Read more... )

i am such an idiot for doing this...and it's going to get worse before it gets better.

I hate that shit.

i need a new car! Bah!!! We're looking at a Toyota camry sometime this week ... I cracked the block in the Honda and evidently my truck is a "weekend car" (meaning it shouldn't be driven at all - i've probably put 250 miles on it in the past week and a half because of work). I love that truck, but OMG it's expensive to drive and it gets the ( Read more... )

i want to go shopping on chestnut street and eat lunch in rittenhouse square. i don't need to see anyone, i need to be safe, secure, happy. home.