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[walksbeauty]

I don't think this is only PMS. Certainly it may factor in but... for 2 days I've been weepy, withdrawn & sad. I'm not surprised at the intensity with this conjunction in Aquarius between Neptune, Jupiter & Chiron. Such a potent combination, expanding and revealing the Wound. Usually equipped with an arsenal of escape mechanisms to avoid feeling

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[tokio]

My head has a funny headache that has been getting worse all day. I’m almost ready to take a pill. Oh yes, the little pill that I take to make the migraine pain go away. And which I avoid as often as possible since it makes me feel very very good and I don’t want to get too used to it.

I know exactly how you feel...

[walksbeauty]

hahaha

[eats_veggies]

I'm sorry you are having to suffer through this - and having the other issues on top of it. Sure hope it passes quickly and you are able to cope without too much discomfort. One good thing is that you live in such a positively charged environment (New Mexico) and you've created such a wonderful living space for yourself. Could you imagine going through that stuff in a condo in Los Angeles or a Houston suburb?

[walksbeauty]

Thank you... it's already feels better just 'cause I gave into it and suffered a while. hahaha

Hard to imagine living in a big city or suburb anymore... You are so right... I often thank my lucky stars that I'm a weirdo enough that I just want to live a simple life in my hovel out here in the boonies!

[shimmerdance]

It all sounds very healing and wonderful. Not fun, but really wonderful.

xoxoxo

[walksbeauty]

well yeah... and I guess fun when I finally can look back upon it :} Thank you, dahlin'!

[shimmerdance]

Some day we'll look back on this and laugh? Hmmmmmmm... I dunno, but at least we'll have perspective! And yummy beverages. You made me thirsty!

xo

[walksbeauty]

Yes, my most challenging practice seems to be humor! :)

[sahlah]

So many spiritual peas on your plate - no wonder it is emotionally intense. As to the pill for the migraine - take it. It's only a tool, like exercise or reading or walking. You won't abuse it and if it gives you just a little bit of emotional space right now - so be it. Perhaps the lifting of pain will reveal other important things you can not see right now because you hurt.

I hold you in the light and send a big smile.

[walksbeauty]

I did! Take it, that is, and feel better... headache gone & I can see the humor. Way better. Love that pill :0

The heaviness did lift with this posting and some awarenesses that popped in. Thank you... I appreciate your sweet energy & wisdom!

[shimmerdance]

Only you, darling Dawn, would refer to a plate full of spiritual peas. I am grinning like a fool over that.

xo

[walksbeauty]

hahaha I didn't comment at the time but I woke up this morning thinking of a plate of spiritual peas and had a chuckle!

[txdmblvr]

ditto, ditto, and ditto.

and some hugs....

best wishes regaining your balance.
i've been teetering and swaying for about 2-3 weeks now with no reasonable explanation..
a lot of kava kava is helping a little bit.

[walksbeauty]

really? wow.. I'm sorry to hear you've been feeling yucky, too. It has been a very hard time. I'm sure there are some deep things lurking about as your wound atuff burbles up. It can be very subtle. I wasn't getting it in linear thought, it's been pure feeling...

I was also dealing with Jess's (my ex who died) 7 year anniversary of his passing, his birthday 6 days later and our (would-have-been) anniversary 3 days ago... plus this crazy ass trip thing with Jack's ex-.

Really rough going.. but I started feeling better yesterday. I journalled, puffed herbs, took a headache pill and let the clarity in...

Feel better! *hugs* Your pictures have sure been fabulous! wow!!!!!!! XOXOX