I have no job. Fan-fucking-tastic. Way to work hard for absolutely nothing.

I am sad and I don't know why...I just cannot snap out of it...I feel like I am losing my mind. Andy is driving me crazy. I don't think he understands that I am still healing. Yeah, he says "lay around and heal" but then he starts getting ansy and figety, then I feel guilty and end up walking around the mall or walmart or whereever else he decides ( Read more... )

I have no friends... seriously. That's how I feel.

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He married her...he married the girl who convinced him to throw our 8 year friendship in the toilet. How do I know this... because 2 different people HAD to call me and let me know. Would the world end if I didn't know he got married? Would their life change if they didn't tell me? Fuck man, I would never call a friend JUST to tell them that their ( Read more... )

i try to do the nice thing and send matt a happy birthday message and he just deletes it. when am i going to stop trying? i am such a stupid girl. i keep holding out hope for us to be friends again. its not going to happen... ever. oh well............

i miss matt. there i said it. i miss him constantly. he was one of my best friends and now he wont speak to me. he hates me for no reason exctept his girlfriend is a bitch. i long to hear his voice, read one of his emails, or even to know he misses me back. i miss him as much as i despise him. how crazy is that?

So... I stumbled upon my ex on myspace. The one that was like my BFF last year. We have been friends since the breakup like 6 years ago. We are usually cool but this new girl came along and now we don't speak at all. When I found out he was thinking about moving I got on his case about not saying anything to me... well he wrote back to let me know ( Read more... )

So, I flaked on my friend last night and now he won't talk to me. I am such an asshole. I should have called him back but I didn't. I have e-mailed him twice and got no response. Then I IMed him and he put his away message on. I feel so shitty!!!!!!! God I am an asshole!

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