Caveman for Eau Gallie?

Oct 13, 2004 15:26

Today was a day of much thought. PSAT's were today and there was no point in going to school. I had the chance to leave, but the good boy somewhere inside of me told me not to. So I stayed, with little company, ending up practicing the piece I will be performing for Solo and Ensemble and more importantly college auditions ( Read more... )

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thedictator October 13 2004, 18:26:22 UTC
I think growing up is overrated. I mean, there’s not really a choice in taking on more responsibilities as we get over and seek independence, but on the same note, that doesn’t mean that anyone needs to abandon having fun, being immature from time to time, making mistakes, still being a kid at heart. This does feel like a landmark time in our lives, senior year, college is just around the corner…we’ve all been having our nervous breakdowns. But when you really think about it, we never grow up fully. I don’t ever want to be a ‘grown up’, and I don’t think I ever will be, simply because I don’t intend to reach the end of my path until death (and if by that point I believe in reincarnation, that still won’t be the end of my path.) So feeling ‘incomplete’ is a good thing, because the second you’re complete, you have no future…

as far as having friends goes, yuka has a crush on you and anthony, so sometime in the near future, we want to come down and visit you again :).

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heathbar1986 October 13 2004, 18:41:10 UTC
Then you must not feel for me that much basically becasue I havent run away. Kenny I enjoy who you are and who you have become. Remember I used to not like you at all, even as a person? You are such an amazing charater it is unbelievible. I would like to that maybe people like me and you ( though we are completly different ) dont need more friends we just dont waste our time on the unimportant ones. I , myself dont deal with people that I cant see ever really becoming a good friend of mine , but the again i do have high standards. It is true that you do lower your standards in relatioships of romantic insterst. But we all do. I think I know who your "friend" is and if It is who i think is it then she also has lowered her standards. She is just an example but yes its natural for people to lower standards when they dont want to be alone. Look at her, always complaining about her boyfriend. Obviously unhappy. Boo , MY Boo. If you ever feel alone like you seem to be now or confused dont you ever think twice abour calling me.

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changes purepoetry November 12 2004, 22:26:43 UTC
Ok people change it is part of growing up i have not seen these changes first hand cause i never see or hear from you...But i do know that people also tend to change to fit more comfortably into the crowd they are surrounded by...Me for example...Living in BFB for seven months was great...So i thought then when i left i was relieved ya kno i was capable of living a life that i chose instead of that of those around me...I don't know if that will help you at all but if you ever want insight or my views of things you know how to get a hold of me...And remember be happy with yourself and those around you will be happy for you...Much love kiddo take care and Bye...

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