oh stress. why must you do this to me?

oh boy.

i think way too damn much.

i like to be held very tightly under the covers in the middle of the afternoon ( Read more... )

i wonder sometimes if he ever doubts the things we talk about. the way we say things will be, does he ever think we're just being young and naive?

because i never do.

sometimes i just wake up in the morning and think to myself, everything is going to be okay.

my number one problem: the inflection of the words that i say usually does not properly convey the thought ( Read more... )

one of my sources for my research paper that i am writing is written by "Simson Garfinkel" and i just found that amusing. how close the name is. ha. okay, back to work.

one thing i hate more than anything about myself is my tendency to make scenarios in my head of possible outcomes of things i am doing at the moment. i constantly think of things that could happen. usually bad things. and it hurts. i get chest pains and i can't breathe as easily. just thinking of the way things might turn out. about literally ( Read more... )

i turn 18 in a month. and for some reason that scares me.

i've been going through a lot of emotions right recently and i'm just confused.

i feel like a sick, pitiful little girl who cannot think for herself, and the fact that i am about to be 18 in that mindset is driving me insane.

i want to be a kid again.