well i narrowly avoided jail last night but i got out my lease and away from that crazy bitch theres alot more to it then that. imma cal sam tonight and go there asap yay for being happy!!!!!!!! screw you hippies imma go to my baby and be hella happy!!! <3 u sam!

sam i miss you hella. sorry i havent been able to get online. im trin to get out of my lease. i need to be happy not whatever i am now. so hopefully ill be movin up to chi-town soon. if i still have a reason anyway if not then im just gonna disapear forever. serenas great gettin big. i love her to death. my sis graduated then told my parents to go ( Read more... )

what it is. strait shit here. life is lame like always but im hurtin real bad and needed to get it out. im stuck, lost and confused. i cut way back on the drugs(again) i quit strippin now im doing landscapeing but it pays ok im really missin my friends on here. life isn't the same when theres noone to understand you and noone that relates to you. ( Read more... )

I want to breathe you in, Crawl inside your head, Walk around for hours Exploring thoughts unsaid. I want to taste your fear, And swim inside your eyes, Wrap up in your soul, And feel your anger rise. I want to lick your pain, Bathe in all your tears, Suffocate with memories, You?ve gathered through the years. I want to kiss your depth, And wallow ( Read more... )

k im still sick and that sucks but i heard back about the job i took the test for and i passed yay i start tommorrow incase your wonderin where im at, yay for workin like 50 hours a week its the goods. lets see what else... im broke but thats ok cause i wont be for long. i hate it when people i know have a hard time. i complain alot but my lifes ( Read more... )

i hate being sick im such a big baby. my throat is fuckin raw. my temp is over a 100. i couldnt move last night and my eyes felt like they were bleeding. i feel like crap. i have to go take this drug test today which means i hafta drink lots of water but it hurts so bad to swallow. i need this job tho. i love pain dont get me wrong but this just ( Read more... )

drunken pole dancing on the subway, in the capital of the united states. u gotta try it.i had a good weekend the car ride was retarted and i really wanted to be with my samantha but as fate would have it it couldnt happen yet. hopefully she can come here for serenas birthday on the 25th. met sum dope people and did sum dope shit. thats about it. ( Read more... )

writein this down outta my depression, im feelin neglected and im hella stessin ( Read more... )

theres nothing worse then stupid govenment employes. who the fuck cares if my birth certificate is in two pieces its almost 23 years old shit i didnt expect to still be in one piece. hella lame i hate those cock-suckin fucks. grr. now i have to go downtown to get a replacement. cause they say it will take two weeks to send it. and i have to pay. ( Read more... )

took pictures on Anna'ssickbeauty camera

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