it seems that all of the material things have gotten in the way
this is my best, most miserably shallow defense mechanism

it works

''i only want you in the summer time ( Read more... )

slowly escape and underestimate the world
how could anyone underestimate the world?
we already expect too much from it anyway
as if it would be forgiving or understanding
as if you were significant in anyway
as if.

but this is comfortable
and we learn to live
we adapt
at let it take us over

you're just like them
and this brings tears to my eyes
actually you are them
no, you're worse than them

dont ever think you know someone until you've seen them in another season.

i love sitting here depricieting in my own dispair.
i think its my perverted form of contentment at times.
like after a good run, the heat ratiating off your own body, and when you sit in one place, it feels like a cloud of fire, just covering you. its soo hot, ive never been so hot any other way. but i love that feeling.

i regret letting you know who i am and you cant even begin to wonder how much.

that was one big mistake.

i saw how much he was in love with her ( Read more... )

i dont know what to say

im happy for you

but this kind of hurts

right now i am addicted to water
which is alot more than i can say for you right now

im trying not to regret it, but i have my doubts ( Read more... )