all i want right now are answers

babe ( Read more... )

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optimism really takes alot out of me some times
sometimes it latches on
and when it leaves
i feel so pointless

i want to talk to some one
i havent had any human touch in awhile
i ...
i, nothing
i vow to be nothing
i vow to be no one
i cant give you anything
theres nothing that my heart can bring
theres nothing left inside me
i am nothing

i can delete almost anything.

all i can hear is your voice coming from my larynx.

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i know they would push me away.
no matter how much i needed them, they would push me away.

i believe that you would never do that to me.
but i also beleived that they wouldnt either.
i dont know what i would do if i was ever wrong about you.
i wouldnt be mad, how can i blame someone for me putting too much faith in their hands?

every second i get sicker

I don’t want to want this
to want is a terrible thing
to long is a terrible terrible thing
everything is a terrible terrible thing
nothing is a terrible thing

i think about you more than anything
i try not to expect anything, i try not to daydream
the way you really are is better than any day dream
i will just have to take things so
so i will,
but this isnt easy- dont think that for one second