Re-thinking things

[urbangeisha]

In the past week I have been knocked back into consciousness in a way. I feel like I've reached some point at which I must make a decision. I am tired of coasting along...well, actually I'm not coasting anywhere. I am fairly still.

I found Hobo Stripper's blog this morning (via a link from the ever resource rich stripperweb forums), and it's really

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[loss4words]

that every few years I end up wanting to move to Melbourne but always end up tied down here

about how for the first time in a long time i'm not unhappy with my job but still end up desperately miserable

my new habit of jamming my days and nights full of social engagements so I never have to be alone

that working a 12 hour day today is a silly idea

sushi is good
wasabi is great
housemates are shit

cleaning is awesome
guitars are awesome
cars are freedom
bikes are slower freedom
losing all hope is freedom

[urbangeisha]

melbourne - yes, me too.

job/misery - yes as well. trying to combat that.

social engagements - i am a little past that into the 'go away i want time to myself in which i don't have to entertain you'

12 hrs is always going to be silly!
sushi & wasabi yes. Housemates, well, some of them, and / or sometimes.

guitars=made of awesome.
cars=might as well be imaginary
bikes = yeah!!!
cleaning, well, not so awesome! but still ok!

i agree with losing all hope. you have nothing left to be precious for. and then you are liberated! :D

[a_lil_spaz]

Just reading that blog, thanks for sharing :)

It's great that you're choosing who you want to chill with. Very important skill to have! Also, what stuff are you getting rid of on eBay?

I want to start up a vlog. Not to promote myself really, but to get a bit more confidence in speaking. Not sure it will go ahead though because I only have one shitty camera and never wear make up. Heh. Maybe I'll just do it when I have better standards of both those.

Sorry, I just blogged in yo' blog. Sorry.

[urbangeisha]

Haha. That's ok!

I agree about that being an important skill. It's hard though.

I will be getting rid of a lot of clothing, ranging in size from size 8-12 (ie, too small, and stuff I just don't wear, and all the stuff in between), probably some handbags, some shoes, acessories, and general 'things' i have acquired but do not use/need.

I was thinking about vlogging a while back, but i always do this really self conscious voice thing when i am talking to a camera. which i hate! haha. so no vlog for me. also, my room is too messy!

[morriganslayde]

YAY I'M SO PROUD OF YOU!

I leave for Melbn on Sunday and work the rest of the week. :( Can't see you to catch up on our whathavewedonetoimproveourselves moments! :(

[urbangeisha]

Ah yes, melbourne. I wish I was there.

So you are working? I think it would be silly not to, just don't chain yourself to it.

Any hints on losing weight? I really hate myself for letting me get so fat right now. Need non-impact/ankle stress workouts. Barefoot pole dancing would be great!