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So my life had been very blane lately ( Read more... )

Hi Live journal I missed yo dearly... Im sorry Ive been to good for you.. Ive been cheating on you with myspace... Sorry I promise to be loyal now....

Or ateast the vey few people that go on here....

Whats new lets see...

Im a onewest modle and a srh model and well Im at jens and I love myspace more suckas~!

But my weakness is that I care to much and the scars remind me that the pass is real ( Read more... )

I cant help how I feel! Im 100 percent in love with this boy.. Im 100 percent sure.... I cant live with out him. But he doesnt want me back... he avoids me. Is he strong enogh to push me away knowing that I WILL come back.... I know that Im not strong enough... For a lil bit I was but once I let him a tad bit in my life I cant live with out him ( Read more... )

Today is my Bfs b day ( Read more... )

deep inside I wana cry
wishing one day I might float away
never thin enough
never tall enough
never right at all
he sees though my fears
he know can pull the tears
holding my fingers slip
kicking and screaming
drowing in the sarrow
why is this the one thing I cant have in life?

I applied at bulid a bear and had an interview.... And on that interview they had me walk like a model and had this chick dance like a ballerrina... Ummmm Oddest interview Ive ever been on. Hope I get the job, itll be good for me I guess... I need to get out. Take me away to paradice...............

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