[ A small twitch of a smile. What a coincidence. ]
So he never stopped loving you. You had every reason to stand by his side, to not step away.
I don't think Kurosaki-kun knows how he feels, if he feels anything at all. [ It didn't seem like it, from where she was standing, but. ] When we spoke, he looked miserable. [ She laughs, brief and hollow. ] My love made him miserable. Hanging around right now, reminding him of what he thinks he owes me... that isn't fair. I - I know the type of person Kurosaki-kun is. Always protecting. Always putting others first. I'm not going to rob him of his choice just because he thinks he needs to protect me and my feelings. [ She can still remember it, how he'd been so quick to promise her he'd make it up to her, that he'd make it better. Ignoring his own feelings just to make sure she's okay. ]
I'm not saying goodbye forever. [ She doesn't think she can, honestly. ] But for once, I'm going to protect him.
He feels a lot. I've barely known him two weeks and I wouldn't say otherwise.
You know what? He does need to protect you, because all you're doing is running away from the truth and he does owe you the grace of remaining a close friend no matter what. He just needs an intermission to get over the fact you're mad for him, it comes off a little daunting and I'm not even the one dealing with it.
I think you think you're giving him space, but it looks like you don't believe he's worth the effort of loving at all.
[ Despite her sharp tone, despite the sudden steel in her eyes. She means it. ]
I'm glad Kurosaki-kun has someone as strong as you to be with him right now.
But please realize all you're doing right now is making assumptions about something you know very little about. You may think or feel like you know Kurosaki-kun, and maybe you do, and maybe I don't know him at all - but you don't know me. And I'm going to ask you now to stop talking about my feelings like you have any. idea. what they're like.
[ She's finally doing something here. Finally stopped being that girl on the dome, helpless, lost, screaming for Ichigo to protect her, to help her. She'd pushed him to his worst then - she's not going to do that this time. Not this time. ]
Judge me all you want, you already have from the beginning. But I'm not asking to hear it.
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So he never stopped loving you. You had every reason to stand by his side, to not step away.
I don't think Kurosaki-kun knows how he feels, if he feels anything at all. [ It didn't seem like it, from where she was standing, but. ] When we spoke, he looked miserable. [ She laughs, brief and hollow. ] My love made him miserable. Hanging around right now, reminding him of what he thinks he owes me... that isn't fair. I - I know the type of person Kurosaki-kun is. Always protecting. Always putting others first. I'm not going to rob him of his choice just because he thinks he needs to protect me and my feelings. [ She can still remember it, how he'd been so quick to promise her he'd make it up to her, that he'd make it better. Ignoring his own feelings just to make sure she's okay. ]
I'm not saying goodbye forever. [ She doesn't think she can, honestly. ] But for once, I'm going to protect him.
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You know what? He does need to protect you, because all you're doing is running away from the truth and he does owe you the grace of remaining a close friend no matter what. He just needs an intermission to get over the fact you're mad for him, it comes off a little daunting and I'm not even the one dealing with it.
I think you think you're giving him space, but it looks like you don't believe he's worth the effort of loving at all.
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[ Despite her sharp tone, despite the sudden steel in her eyes. She means it. ]
I'm glad Kurosaki-kun has someone as strong as you to be with him right now.
But please realize all you're doing right now is making assumptions about something you know very little about. You may think or feel like you know Kurosaki-kun, and maybe you do, and maybe I don't know him at all - but you don't know me. And I'm going to ask you now to stop talking about my feelings like you have any. idea. what they're like.
[ She's finally doing something here. Finally stopped being that girl on the dome, helpless, lost, screaming for Ichigo to protect her, to help her. She'd pushed him to his worst then - she's not going to do that this time. Not this time. ]
Judge me all you want, you already have from the beginning. But I'm not asking to hear it.
Goodbye. [ --click. ]
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