[005] Fanmix :: If My Heart Were A Compass, You'd Be North
Medium: Real People
Fandom: Arashi-ish
Subject: Sakurai Sho/Oguri Shun
Title: If My Heart Were A Compass, You'd Be North
Warnings: Crack? Most random pairing ever?
Specs: 15 songs; 60 minutes; 87mb
Download: HERE @ Megaupload. Let me know if you want mirrors/individual songs.
Notes: If you're following the Twitter RP ( Sho/ Shun), this...would make slightly more sense. >.> The song choices (mostly) follow the timeline events from the last few weeks (MOSTLY from Shun's perspective). :D SOMEONE ELSE DO THIS SO I FEEL LESS OBSESSIVE WEIRD. 8D
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The doubt weighed heavily on Shun's mind. He knew where he stood in this. He wanted to spend as much time with Sho as humanly possible. But did Sho feel the same? ~ Pillow Forts Can't Keep Out Insecurity
• Liz Phair - ExtraordinaryBut I burn letters that I write to you, to make you love me. I am extraordinary, if you'd ever get to know me...
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@_greatsuccess: @rockxthexworld DO IT AND... SHUN WILL HOLD YOUR LEGS
rockxthexworld: @_greatsuccess @_shunkerbell OKAY I'M GOING FOR IT WAAAAAH THIS IS SO SCARYYYYYY
_shunkerbell: @rockxthexworld I'LL HOLD YOUR LEGS!! YOU CAN DO EEEEET!
_shunkerbell: SHO DID THE BEST KEGSTAND EVER. I'm so proud. #pickleparty
followthatbaka: @_shunkerbell I SHED A SINGLE TEAR IT WAS SO BEAUTIFUL
_shunkerbell: @followthatbaka I KNOW, RIGHT??? For someone so bad at flips, he does a pretty decent handstand. lulz.
• Chairlift - BruisesI tried to do handstands for you, I tried to do headstands for you. Everytime I fell on you, yeah, everytime I fell. I tried to do handstands for you. But everytime I fell for you. I'm permanently black and blue, permanently blue for you.
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Shun rolled over again, effectively disbanding the pillow fort. "Need....warm milk and a boring book." He shuffled to the kitchen, determined to worry about this later. He had filming in five hours and hadn't managed to sleep yet. Damn that rapper for infiltrating his brain all night. All day. Okay, all weekend. FINE, for almost two months. ~ Pillow Forts Can't Keep Out Insecurity
• Miley Cyrus - ObsessedWhy do I just lie awake and think of you? I need some sleep. Tomorrow I have things to do. Everytime I close my eyes I see your face, so I try to read, but all I do is lose my place. Am I obsessed with you? I do my best not to want you, but I do all the time. I do all the time.
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Shun turned to greet the last of Arashi's members, but the words didn't quite make it out. Sho walked slowly down the hall, damp hair plastered to his forehead and curling at the nape. He looked up as he adjusted the gym bag on his shoulder and their eyes connected. Shun's heartbeat faltered for just a second. It was over just as quickly as it came, but it shook him. Hard. His body was suddenly on fire. Shun's palms instantly went sweaty. ~ Pillow Forts Can't Keep Out Insecurity
• Dashboard Confessional - StolenInvitation only. Grant Farewells. Crash the best one, of the best ones. Clear liquor and cloudy eyed. Too early to say goodnight. You have stolen my heart.
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rockxthexworld: @_shunkerbell where's the living room again? It seems like it's been forever since I've been here. XD
_shunkerbell: @rockxthexworld It's the big room in the middle with the ME in it. XD Oh, it's just been aaaages, eh?
rockxthexworld: @_shunkerbell Oh, well, how could I have possibly missed the big room with YOU in it. XD It feeeeeeels like it's been aaaaaages.
_shunkerbell: @rockxthexworld I saved you a spot and everything. :D It does feel like it's been a long time...>.<;
rockxthexworld: @_shunkerbell Saved a spot just for me? I feel so special. :D
_shunkerbell: @rockxthexworld JUST for you. You aaare special. 8D Is it pathetic that....Ikindofmissedyoutoday? >.>
rockxthexworld: @_shunkerbell Not unless I'm pathetic too... becauseikindofmissedyoutodaytoo
• Owl City - The Saltwater RoomTime together is just never quite enough. When you and I are alone, I’ve never felt so at home. What will it take to make or break this hint of love? We need time, only time. When we’re apart whatever are you thinking of? If this is what I call home, why does it feel so alone? So tell me darling, do you wish we’d fall in love? All the time, all the time.
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"Hey, are those glow-in-the-dark stars?" [Sho] asked excitedly, face lighting up as he pointed at the ceiling. ~ The Benefits of Pickle-laden Alcohol
• Justin Nozuka - After TonightCause I know that after tonight, you don't have to look up at the stars. No no no no. And I know by the end of tonight, you don't have to look up at the stars and I know if the love is alright you don't have to look up at the stars.
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rockxthexworld: I randomly have Yume de ii kara stuck in my head...
• Arashi - Yume de Ii Kara (Sho's solo)Our relation now is one way. It's okay to wake up from a dream. It's necessary for me to be your love, oh. Behind this door is a person's whole life. Everything is for you, baby. Let's promise to our heart beat. I'm happy when I'm with you.
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Shun looked down at his empty, cold bed, wishing it wasn't quite so empty. He closed his eyes and sighed as he remembered. Remembered the soft breaths and solid body and sweet smell of someone else. Someone he wanted, but wasn't sure he could have. ~ Pillow Forts Can't Keep Out Insecurity
• Matt Nathanson - Come On Get HigherI miss the sound of your voice, and I miss the rush of your skin. And I miss the still of the silence as you breathe out and I breathe in.
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_shunkerbell: Best sleep I've had all week. :) I have to pee really badly, but Sho's asleep on my arm. DNW to move. :3
• Emery - All I WantAll I want is to feel this way, to be this close, to feel the same. All I want is to feel this way; the evening speaks, I feel it say...
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Waking up that morning with Shun's arms around him had felt like he was dreaming. It was perfect, beyond perfect. Things felt more natural with Shun than he could ever remember being with anyone else. But... he still didn't know if the other felt the same way. ~ It's okay to wake up from a dream (by lyricalidol)
• Snow Patrol - Chasing CarsIf I lay here, if I just lay here, would you lie with me and just forget the world? I don't quite know how to say how I feel. All that I am, all that I ever was, is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see. I don't know where, confused about how as well, just know that these things will never change for us at all.
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He burned for Sho. He wanted to be with him all the time - wanted to kiss him and hold his hand and cuddle him. He'd even let Sho be the outside spoon, just as long as he could be near! All Shun had wanted since that day at Kokuritsu was to touch Sho. The desire to run his fingers through Sho's hair scared him. [unpublished fic]
• Jordin Sparks - FreezeFreeze a moment, its never been better. Freeze all over, we won't last forever. You said that you're sorry for pushing me, but then smiled when I opened my eyes. I'm gonna freeze a moment, while we're together.
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Shun looked down at his friend, wishing harder than he'd ever wished in his life for anything. The moment their lips touched, Shun thought he would fall off the couch. Electricity shot through his body, reminding him, rather violently, what a crush was. And how great it was when your crush finally crushed back. ~ The Benefits of Pickle-laden Alcohol
• Lily Allen - Who'd Have KnownYou put your arm around my shoulder, it was as if the room got colder. And we moved closer in together, and started talking about the weather. You said tomorow would be fun and we could watch A Place In The Sun. I didn't know where this was going when you kissed me.
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rockxthexworld: i know its late and i should probably head home soon, but i'm too comfy to move and starting to get sleepy....
_shunkerbell: @rockxthexworld Stay? :D? I offer cuddling. :3
rockxthexworld: @_shunkerbell y-you really don't mind if I stay two nights in a row? I certainly can't pass up cuddling. :D
_shunkerbell: @rockxthexworld I...I really don't mind if you don't mind. >.<
rockxthexworld: @_shunkerbell Of course I don't mind! :D :D :D
• The Bird & the Bee - Fucking BoyfriendThere is something wrong and there is something right, when you can take me by the hands and I will close my eyes. When you lay down with me you took the other side. When you lay down with me you never slept that night. Are you working up to something? But you give me almost nothing. Keep me helpless up to something on my knees. Would you ever be my, would you be my fucking boyfriend?
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_shunkerbell: Can't think of a better way to wake up. :) Ever.
• Alphabeat - 10,000 NightsI was not looking for artsy fartsy love. I wanted someone to love completely, someone more than weekly. I was looking for a decent boy; for a tender glance, for a safety dance. The wuthering heights and the stormy nights. Give me 10.000 nights of thunder, but I will give them all back to you. 'Cause you're so uhh. You're so ahh. You're so cool.
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So there he was, wandering the streets of Tokyo at nearly midnight, avoiding the truths he knew but had trouble facing. Shun tightened the long black scarf around his neck before digging his hands a bit deeper in the pockets of his long coat. The cold snap of fall hit harder than anyone expected, making the nights almost freeze. He was sure he'd get sick wandering around out here like this, but he didn't care. He needed to think and the walls of his apartment seemed to steadily close in, inch by inch. [unpublished fic]
• Blake Lewis - End of the WorldYou found the place I hide within, like you see right through my skin, and my heart to see I'm hoplessly wishing. You can forgive all my mistakes, take them back and just erase all the wrong and let our future get brighter. I'm too weak to be strong; I can't be the only one. Holding on till the day you find me. So meet me at the end of the world, I'm waiting. Meet me at the end of the world. Please save me. This could be the place where we start the rest of our lives.