Last entry?

[tubular_turnip]

I don't know for sure if this is my last entry or not. I doubt it, but right now I feel like it is. Anyway, the past couple weeks have been really fucked up. I'm starting to wonder if I'm beginning to build a tolerance to my "medication" or something. I'm cutting again, and in excess. (SSH. I trust you guys to silence.) It sucks because now I have

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[topsyturvy]

Oh, Bob... all I want to do is hug you and squeeze you and make everything go away... are you sure that a hospital wouldn't help you? I know you hate it and its scary and not right (as you've said before), but if it helps you just a little, don't you think you owe it to yourself to relieve some of the "problems" you have?

HUGS AND LOVE TO YOU! I wish I could do something to make your life less miserable. T_T Why can't I do anything to help you?! Why don't I have magical powers that can *POOF* make you better???

LOVE!

[razrbladekiss44]

I'm so sorry you're feeling this way. I want to help so badly, but I don't know what I can really dooooo. Hows about we...hang out! Yes. Hmm. Not this weekend copming up, but the one after it? Or someday. We really need to hang out. Burn stuff. Break stuff. It's fun, right?

I think you're in a wierd position right now. We don't exactly want this, but once you know where you're going in life and what it is you'll be doing...things are at least easier, if not clearer. But because you're in the GED classes and looking for a job (unless you got one and I forgot...) it's kind of a confusing state right now. If it weren't for Polaris, I'd be confused and frustrated. I just hope things get easier. I love you muchly!!! <333

~Redd~