so, i havnt updated in a really long time soooooo here it goes ( Read more... )

everything is wierd right now.....idk....allen is giving me kinda mixed signals but i think after a bit everything will be ok there. but idk ( Read more... )

um so bassically, me and allen are no longer together. he decided he dosnt like me, just like the rest of them. why they dont like me? idk, i guess im just that un-loveable when it comes to relationships. idk ( Read more... )

hmmmm so lately life has been good, except i was really depressed for 3 days straight, god knows why, and today i had a short temper. but other than that ive been good. me and becca have started to talk again this week, ive missed her so much, what a funny girl. i hate how her and shannon are, i wish we could all just be friends again like during ( Read more... )

life has been kinda boring...i really wish i had a car, only guess what...i dont even have my permit or anything. but thats ok, im taking drivers training in the spring ( Read more... )

soooooooo update time....after a million years ( Read more... )

sooooooo anyways.................i still really really really really like a certain allen. i dont know if i told u but i saw him on wednesday!!!!!!!!!!!! not exactly how i wanted it to be cuz we were being rushed the whole time by lil charles. ugh!!!! but its ok, im sure we will see eachother soon enough. at least he dosnt live in ohio and isnt ( Read more... )

ok so, now, i only have a crush on one boy....his name, is allen. its kind of a big crush i have on allen. i met him at the end of the summer on the one and only myspace but then later on figured out he was kinda friends with my friend catrina so thats good. and at first i had a little tiny crush on him and i have had one since then but this ( Read more... )

hmmmm im in another pickle. and guess what it has to do with....BOYS ( Read more... )

so, im sick of boys, and school. my mom has been talking to my teachers and theyre telling her that i dont do my work and stuff and i was aware that i have been doing my work but, idk. and the other thing is that ive acually been trying and its not working so what the fuck am i supposed to do??? idk ( Read more... )