so yeah my parents computer is crap. I doesn't work, meaning it turns on and then keeps restarting. No doing homework there for me. Now I have to work on it tonight at work. So not fun ( Read more... )

So yeah I finally broke down and have a doctors appointment today at 2:30 back home. I am sick of feeling like I am going to vomit. Sara has one too because she has been feeling like poo for longer than I have. This isn't a nice feeling. I want to curl into a ball and die. Everything I eat makes me feel worse, but I can't seem to vomit, I just want ( Read more... )

Today has gone a hell of a whole lot better than yesterday. I got my minor signed. I get to go home for a few days. When I come back I have to start work on a project for Ari Berks class, and I have to make sure that I get both papers done over the weekend. That is my goal ( Read more... )

There is a reason I don't tell people things. I have single handedly fucked everything. I don't want people to have to watch what they say around me. I am not that fragile. Just don't treat me differently than others and I will never know if you have problems with me. I wish I wasn't here anymore. I am going to try to go home on Thrusday. No one ( Read more... )

I am a tool. I get it now. I am a convinent way for others to get to what they want. They don't care about my feelings. I am nothing to them. That is why they don't get sick of me, and why they like to have me around. I want to be numb. I don't want to cry. I want to tell both parties to fuck off, but for some reason I can bring myself to do it. I ( Read more... )

I can't get the LJ cut to work so if you don't like it ;p to you ( Read more... )

What makes me so different? Why is it that people will say things to others but won't tell me those things, or they will joke around with others but apparently they can't say or do those things with me? WHY THE FUCK AM I SO SPECIAL?!!!!!! What makes me so different? I don't think I can ask that enough. And before I get any stupid jokes about "how ( Read more... )

Today is not a good day. I feel like shit both mentally and physically. I didn't get any manga read last night. But I did have Shanna and Jonathan to keep me company until about 3am. I love those guys ( Read more... )

okay so I should be taking a nap soon. I have to work mid-4am. I think I am going to work on finishing my drawing and possibly reading some Manga when I can get on the computer. Okay well I am going to download the manga and get it put into readable files. Send an IM my way if you want to chat.

Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||| 33% Stability |||| 20% Orderliness |||||||||||| 46% Empathy |||||||||||| 50% Interdependence |||||||||||| 50% Intellectual |||||||||| 36% Mystical |||||||||||| 43% Artistic |||||||||||| 43% Religious |||||| 30% Hedonism |||||||||||| 50% Materialism |||||||| ( Read more... )