maybe it took me feeling helpless to being there to cheer you up when you were stressed out to make me realize how selfish i have been ( Read more... )

you just made me cry and you dont even know.

i swear youll never get me.

"if you think this is a sport, you're an idiot. it is not a sport. cheerleading is when a group of screaming whores do cheers, moves, and lift each other up. cheerleading is so unathletic that they do a cheer for about 3 minutes and then they're done. a fat kid can run 5 minutes on a treadmill and it'd still be more athletic then cheerleading. ( Read more... )

damn it.

teach me something.

and i realized the music i like is the kind that gets into your veins... and wont stop playing in your mind, but fits so perfectly to your melodramatic life. and it plays loud enough that it drowns out the sounds of everything around you, so all you see are peoples mouths moving and you smile but hear no words. but even familiar things seem distant ( Read more... )

so even though all deathcab songs start to sound sort of the same after a while. hearing new ones is what i live for right this second.

and its something i share with my brother. and i love that so much.

im waiting for something to start... but im not sure what.

and it's nice. the world and the music and the people ( Read more... )

... i miss you.

please call me.

this ( Read more... )

time for a happier livejournal post.

this year is going to be fierce.