Well i am currently single it's kind of weird after being taken for almost 4 years but i felt thats what was right for me to do, i feel like a complete asshole though like he's not eating and i can't see him because it makes it so much harder and i don't want to end up going back out with him because of sympathy or guilt . I just really think this ( Read more... )

Ok this update is going to be short seeing as how is 5 something in the morning. Anyways yesterday i accomplished a lot, i got my fuckin 30 day permit, thanks to Ricky! Also i bought a car, its a 1990 grey ford probe, it's not bad it was only a grand so i bought it. I can't think of much else but i'm sure there's tons more anyways i'm fuckin goin ( Read more... )

Ok so....not getting my tattoo this weekend, which sucks fat dick, still don't have a new job lined up, i feel like shit, and i spent 35 dollars on an all night party ticket i don't fucking want. I'm seriously sick of feeling this way, why am i so fucked up i don't get it. Anyway woopdy fuckin doo graduation tomorrow....i could care less seeing as ( Read more... )

So a lot has been going on n is going to be. First off, Tomorrow 6-6-07 Is my 18th birthday FUCK YEA, to bad i have to spend it at honors convocation n then go home n do jack shit because curtis has to go to bed to wake up for work. But i'm graduateing friday plus i'm getting my first tattoo this weekend hopefully  thanks to my pimp sister. I am ( Read more... )

I fucking hate senior year and everything that goes along with it, fuck everyone

So prom's tomorrow....woo....not i was excited to go but now i found out that afterwards i'm gonna get to hang out with anyone and party, it's just going to be me n curtis, which is ok but i'd rather us chill with my friends n party with them but i guess that's not happening, faggots. I don't even want to go anymore because afterwards isn't going ( Read more... )

Well i think i really needed spring break to happen. I was happy for once and everything was going my way....there was one problem but eh. I hung out at Danny's a lot with curtis last weekend because his parents were gone, it was actually pretty cool. I'm going to be spending a lot of time there this summer since curtis is moving there but the only ( Read more... )

I have no idea why i'm at home at 10:00 on a saturday night but i am and it's lame, i need to make more friends to chill with that i can handle... that's important. Me n Curtis have been having issue's lately but we're working through them. I have this really bad feeling , i'm not sure what about but everything seems to be going back to the way it ( Read more... )

Well, life's been goin alright lately,  Me and curtis are just peachy as usual. For some reason, i feel like i'm missing an important chunk of my life right now and i just can't seem to find it.... i keep thinking about what this feeling could mean but i keep coming up empty handed. I dunno i kinda just wish things were back to the way they were ( Read more... )

So i know i said i'd try to update on a happier note but i really don't give a shit anymore, this journal is more for me to get all my bullshit out because i can't talk to anyone. No one gets it. Senior year sucks fuckin dick, i have no friends anymore, and i  just fuckin am sick of crazy fuckin people, and all the bullshit. I just hope things go ( Read more... )